40 LBS IN 5 WEEKS
MY DOC WANTS ME TO HIT 420 BEFORE THE SURGERY AS OF TOMORROW I AM GOING PURE LIQUID TILL D DAY I HOPE THIS WORKS I'VE ALREADY DROPPED 30 IN 3 1/2 ON A MIX OF LIQUID AND SOLID PROTIEN. I USED TO HAVE TO MAKE WEIGH INS WHEN I WRESTLED I GUESS WE HAVE TO DO IT ONCE MORE FOR OLD TIMES SAKE. I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO GET BACK IN THE CONDITION I USED TO BE. FOR ALOT OF PEOPLE THEY'VE BATTLED THIS FIGHT ALL THEIR LIVES, I ACTUALLY USED TO BE THIN AND SUPER ATHLETIC, UNFORTUNATELY I TRULY BELIEVE THE RADICAL TECHNIQUES I USED TO MAKE WEIGHT IN MY ADOLESANCE ENDEAVORS ALTERED MY GENETIC METABOLISM AND LED ME DOWN THE ROAD TO WHERE WE ARE ALL BROTHERS AND SISTERS. FOR ALOT THEY HAVE NEVER BEEN ON THE OTHER SIDE AND HAVE ALWAYS WONDERED WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO BE THIN, IT IS HARDER FOR ME BECAUSE I DO REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE AND FOR SO LONG I THOUGHT SOMEHOW SOME WAY I HAD FAILED, UNTIL I FINALLY REALIZED IT WASNT MY FAULT AND THERE WAS SOMETHING I WAS FIGHTING MORE POWERFUL THAN ANY OPPONET I HAD EVER FACED ON THE MAT. I REMEMBER SEEING PEOPLE THAT LOOK AS I DO NOW AND USED TO WONDER HOW THEY GOT THAT WAY. WELL I GUES IN SOME WAY GOD ANSWERED MY CURIOSITY , AND NOW THAT I'VE BEEN HUMBLED HE'S ALOWING ME TO RETURN TO MY FORMERSELF PHYSICALLY AND MUSCH WISER AND MATURE MENTALLY AND SPIRITUALLY.THEY SAY YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU'VE LOST TILL IT'S GONE, I CANT GET THE PAST 14 YEARS BACK BUT I PLAN ON HAVING AT LEAST THE NEXT 50 THE WAY I WANT THEM.
Brother Steve,
I am one of those people that cant remember what it was like. Only time in my adult hood I was close to being skinny was during the baylorfast/optifast program. I did just like Oprah, I think I was skinny for about 15 minutes. Well I will be saying a prayer for you while we are both under at the same time. Good Luck with your surgery and see you on the other side!
Sharon
3/15/05