Find the blessings in your days; they're there, but you have to really want to find them in dark days like these, and then you have to work real hard to find them. Have you thought about a different tactic for employment, perhaps working privately for someone as a caregiver or nanny or housekeeper, something like that? Just thinking aloud here - want things to turn around for you ... M.

Thanks Kimberly, I am trying, but not working too good this week.
Ladybug Marilyn

Glad you like the recipes...this one was one I rummaged up lookin for something good to eat in the kitchen and got inventive...it happened to turn out really good. My little nephew had become addicted to them LOL...cheap and easy to make.
edited to say Ive also made them without the egg alittle dryer but still good. 

Me too, 'lizbet - I'm into the candy, I just can't stop ... I just want to crawl in a hole and bury myself it makes me feel so bad. I'm gaining - I am living like a fat person, living, thinking, eating, breathing, feeling - mostly, mostly feeling - like a fat, fat person............................. and the Board is quiet - I wish we could be more supportive for one another; we all seem to be in such pain right now....................... M.

'sigh' Love ya Margo! (((hugs)))

I think unelss you are endlessley in love with your absolute perfect partner (there are very few of those couples out there) we'll always have the arguments and all the rest. Hang in there. we all go through it unfortunately. many of us are in the same boat i think. relationships are hard work! It sure does feel like we live on different planets than our spouse sometimes doesnt it?
These are such tough times. I nearly lost my job just last week. My stress level skyrocketed and i gained weight on top of it. Stupid Halloween. stupid me for eating the candy! yeesh.  My husband is afraid of not getting work now because people are trying to save up and dont want any home improvements etc done. and with the economy the way it is... its super scary right now.  stress stress and more stress. we all have to just take a serious breather. I like to take loooong bubble baths with candles and a glass of champagne or beer whichever... and listen to some soothing music. I mean...its heaven. and really helps. I also read and write... that also gets me "away" when im over stressing and can fit it in. Try to find some "me" time. hang in there Margo! we love ya!!!