Yup, I still Dump!!!!
Will, its really happend \\\. I really do dump!! I had a really good day
with starting the new job & was feeling pretty good about life & everything. So i stop at the store & see these great looking chocolate/
pumpkin cookies (really soft & chewey kind) So they manage to make it
home. I figure I earned it right. Old thinking trying to come back. Anyway
I just ate 2 of them along with a glass of milk. & wow I haven't had this
feeling in a hell-of-along time. You No, the heart pounding, the hot flashes
& knowing it is all from eatin thos darn cookies. I guess it is a good thing
that it has reminded me I can still dump on something. It has been so long
I thought my body could handle anything. Well I guess I was wrong.
Guess what, I probably won't eat the rest of the cookies, either. so that
is a blessing too!! I was losing weight & don't really want to gain any of
it back, so. Maybe God is trying to tell me something after all.
Sometimes it just takes some of us longer to listen!!!
Hope you all have a good week!!
Marilyn, the Bearlady
![](http://images.obesityhelp.com/mbgraphics/emoticons/help.gif)
![](http://images.obesityhelp.com/mbgraphics/emoticons/wavey.gif)