great to see some old faces

wasn't march a great month for us to have our surgery? as we lost it went from a dreary winter to spring. who cant be happy during the springtime?

i'm doing good. the low blood sugar is under control with diet and excersize. the thyroid is under control with diet and excersize. the menopause is a whole nother story but hey i won' t go into that! just open the window i dont' care if it is below zero i'm hot and need fresh air!

still up 20 pounds from my longest stay weight. i don't count my lowest weight because i only visited that for a brief week or two. my longest stay weight was were i maintained for 4 to 5 years before i put on the 20 extra that has me weighing myself daily writting down everything i eat and signing that i can't get it down.

oh well i still have kept off 125 pounds! i'm still able to shop in the regular department and not have to go into lane bryant even though now that i dont' have to go in there they've gone and gottne some nice clothes!

things i remember - not being able to sit in a booth at a restuarant becasue the table felt like it was cutting me in half.
- having to have a seatbelt extender not only for air planes but for my car becasue the seatbelt wasn't big enough.
- never daring to go on carnival rides becasue i wouldn't fit.
- looking down and not seeing my feet.
- not beign able to go up a flight of stairs without stopping every few steps and breathing so heavy i din't know if i'd make it.