Good Morning

pammy157
on 6/8/10 8:28 pm - colchester, CT
RNY on 03/30/04 with
Happy Wednesday Everyone!

I've not been sleeping well.

Last week I had a peeper at my back slider window. I was on the 3rd floor of my condo sitting in a dark room around 11pm playing with the computer. i heard footsteps on my back deck. there are all woods around my condo with only 18 units.

at first i thought it was my neighbor taking her trash out but when i glanced at the window it was dark out there. we can NOT take trash out without putting on a light its so dark you take a chance on a nasty fall. so i take a look out the window and i see a shadow. i can tell its on my steps cause of how the shape has blocked the railing. i thought no i'm not seeing this who would come up there? but then i saw it move.

now normally i'm a big old chicken but i got mad to think someone would be coming up my steps so late at night to peek in a dark condo! i ran down my stairs around the corner into the living room then staight to the dining room, looked out the sliders while flipping the outside light on.

NO one there. i go out onto the deck an listen no noise.

at first i thought maybe i was seeing things maybe i was wrong maybe the neighor had gone on their steps and didn't use their light. so i came back inside locked everything up night and tight again and went to bed.

of course i didn't sleep good that night.

the next day i talked to my neighbors and they said they didn't go out at all last night. i kept going over in my hed what had happeend and i know what i saw.

so now i'm not sleeping well at night. rats!

i need my sleep. i'm crabby cranky and tired. add to it that while we're having nice cooler weather right now the week this happened it was in the 90's and i didn't have my air conditoniers in the windows yet.

so then my son came and put those in. it was nice and cool great to sleep in BUT  i can't sleep cause they are noisey!

i'm hoping this fear wears off soon. i did get one good nights sleep cause i was so tired i coudln't fight it.

do you know how much noise two little cats can make runnign up and down stairs in the middle of the night??? those little 5 pound bodies sure do sound alot heavier at 3am!

please know that while i am concnered alot of this posting is sarcasum i'm not terrified. i'm locked up good. alarms and all plus the neighbors are aware. i'm sure that whoever it was realizes that we are all watching and waiting and i'm pretty sure that my place isn't the only one thats been peeped into. ive also gotten new curtains. thats been hard for me to adjust to cause i like the windows all open for the light and hadn't bothereed with them in the back cause of the woods.

as for weight i'm still losing the 15 extra i had gained. the thryoid meds have helped big time along with diet and excersize. the down side is its so sloooooowwwwww my goal had been to lose 10 pounds by summer that was back in january. new years resolution you know!

well i'm not down 10 pounds only 7 but i'll take that 7! i've not gone down in sizes yet but my clothes are fitting better and loser. i had been in 10's now i'm 14's the 12's are around the corner it will feel like i have a new wardrobe when i hit that mark!

as i've aged with the extra skin and not excersiing a smuch as i should my body has shifted and changed. typical for menopausal woman! but let me tell you i'm a hot sound to be grammy! YUP i'm going to be a grandmother in october! first time for me and my child. we are all very excited.

the low blood sugar is very much under control. it won't go away but the symptons are not sever like last year and they are pretty much not around at all as long as i behave. not a problem to do caus i like to feel good.

no sugar not alot of fat keeping clories to 1200/1400
weight 178
highest weight before surgery 305
lowest after surgery 157
steadiest weight 167 kept that weight for 3 years before problems with thryoid and low blood sugar. my low blood sugar was brought on by abusing laxatives daily for almost a year. i know i know stupid! won't touch them now!

blood pressure - perfect
D's, B's. calcium and all that stuff in my blood - right where it needs to be.

meds - allergy medicim and thrypoid meds thats it. other than my vitamins and d's and b's and calcium

i feel pretty good.
hope all of you are doing well and if any of the old marchers are out there drop a line i'd love to hear from you.
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