and another thing...

pammy157
on 12/6/09 11:34 am - colchester, CT
RNY on 03/30/04 with
i hate that my kids are grown up with their own families and i do not have any grandchildren.
i hate that i am almost 57 and still havent figured out what i want to do with my life.
i hate that work takes so much of my time.
i hate that my house isnt as picked up as i'd like it to be
i hate that i saw an old fellow co worker from a past job that i'd not seen in over 2 years and she was bald due to the cancer treatments that i did not know she was going through.
i hate that i had a bad pap test this month and have to be tested in 5 more months instead of 12.
i hate that there are old friends i no longer see due to their moving out of state or that we've just drifted away with our busy lives.
i hate that christmas was much more fun when i was 7 and i believed in santa and the worst thing i had to think about was that maybe he knew that i'd done something wrong so he'd might not bring the new barbie i wanted.
thank you for reading i'm feelingmuch better now that i've gotten all of that off of my chest.
tomrrow is another day and i will wake up my old self who usually finds the good in everything.
KimberlyH
on 12/7/09 8:40 am
BAAAH-HUMBUG...things will look up...next year is right around the corner...dont get yourself down this holiday, for every bad there is good...you have your children...your friend is still alive, testing in 5 months instead of 12 hmmm well that does suck, and as for friends out of state, think of it as a vacation home you can visit once in awhile :)....Be HAPPY!!

"To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream, not only plan, but also believe"  ----"Anatole France"

"Joyously grasp the ties that bind you, for they lead straight to the heart"---"Wm."


Kimberly...

pammy157
on 12/8/09 10:12 pm - colchester, CT
RNY on 03/30/04 with
aw kim your so nice! i'm out of my funky mood and back to normal.
today i'm home sick "cough" "cough" due to the snow flu. Im taking this time to work very hard at facebook...
and i promise myself to finish the bills, laundry, cleaning, and other stuff that have been piling up. but for now its back to taking care of facebook!
happy snow day!
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