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Ok, sorry! 
No, he's not in either of these photos; did see him - in fact, the first time I saw him, I was leaving the arena stage theatre with some friends and he shouted, "Maureen, oh my God, you look beautiful!" It always takes me by surprise to hear someone say I look nice or pretty or anything like that because I expect to hear the opposite - like what I recently heard from my husband (although he really didn't mean for it to come off that way) and my son (why did you marry here? what did you ever see in her?) - this is what I expect to hear about myself from other people because this is what I learned to believe about myself as a very young girl. IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT ANYONE ELSE THINKS OF ME - good or bad - it only matters what I believe to be true about myself. Anyway, so the Guy followed me around quite a bit throughout the weekend and kept wanting to start up conversations - I just didn't want to engage.. how wierd is life anyway? This is a person I had thought I would die without at one time in my life (ok, I was 20 - all drama!!!)... now, I wanted to stay away from him... Life. Ah life. Have a good day, all. Maureen
No, he's not in either of these photos; did see him - in fact, the first time I saw him, I was leaving the arena stage theatre with some friends and he shouted, "Maureen, oh my God, you look beautiful!" It always takes me by surprise to hear someone say I look nice or pretty or anything like that because I expect to hear the opposite - like what I recently heard from my husband (although he really didn't mean for it to come off that way) and my son (why did you marry here? what did you ever see in her?) - this is what I expect to hear about myself from other people because this is what I learned to believe about myself as a very young girl. IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT ANYONE ELSE THINKS OF ME - good or bad - it only matters what I believe to be true about myself. Anyway, so the Guy followed me around quite a bit throughout the weekend and kept wanting to start up conversations - I just didn't want to engage.. how wierd is life anyway? This is a person I had thought I would die without at one time in my life (ok, I was 20 - all drama!!!)... now, I wanted to stay away from him... Life. Ah life. Have a good day, all. Maureen 
Totally understand.
You know there is always that first love that we think about. Years ago after my divorce I looked up my first love. We chatted on line and sent photos of each other. this was pre surgery. But i'd not changed in looks since high school cause i was big then. But man oh man had he changed! i still woudl think of him as he was in high school. Silly me didn't stop to thnk that he was the same age and woudl have aged too!
But now he was bald! And heavy! worn glasses!
I do not belive he would have fit in his old uniform.
i'm waiting now to see if he finds me on Face book hahaah he'd not think it was me caues i've changed in looks so very much as i'm sure he as too. Maybe now he's gotten some fake hair?
You know there is always that first love that we think about. Years ago after my divorce I looked up my first love. We chatted on line and sent photos of each other. this was pre surgery. But i'd not changed in looks since high school cause i was big then. But man oh man had he changed! i still woudl think of him as he was in high school. Silly me didn't stop to thnk that he was the same age and woudl have aged too!
But now he was bald! And heavy! worn glasses!
I do not belive he would have fit in his old uniform.
i'm waiting now to see if he finds me on Face book hahaah he'd not think it was me caues i've changed in looks so very much as i'm sure he as too. Maybe now he's gotten some fake hair?
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