argggg

its 2:30am and I can not sleep...

work
bills
relationship
family
animals
life
food
diet
weight

why at this time of the night does all of these things have to float around in my head and keeep me awake?
the list can keep growing the first thing and the last thing on it are the worst! AND I LOVE my job! Just got alot going on right now. thats the key theres alot going on. not enough time to do it all. not enough hours in a day.
my cat lily is liking me sitting here she's getting extra unplanned lap time.
O and another thing why is it all of a sudden i am noticing more grey hair? can i blame that on the surgery? i dont think so but hey its worth a shot!
a good friend of mine is going for her info meeting tomorrow or woudl that be today at night time? i'm going with her for support. the two of us had started out together over 5 years ago. in fact at the tiem she was approved before i was but wasn't ready and changed her mind. now she is ready.
now i'm going back to bed.

my gosh you sound like me...why is it the thoughts bombard us at early am hours?  We ought to have a late night crew here and we can vent to each other lol...as for the gray hair I think these past two months I have become the queen of gray hair and black circles under the eyes...argggggggg I feel like Ive aged 20 years and such a short time...calgon take me away!!!!