Hey Kim- Hows Hubby??

Hi
Just wondering How your husband is feeling & doing now that he has been home for
a few days?  Check in when you can??
Big gentle hugs to you both
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Hi Marilyn...thank you for asking...Bill is still about the same we have had two dopper test done and they are pretty much the same. His pressure is still holding steady low and he's not really doing much of anything...just very minimal walking around the house...but all and all I think its going as well as expected.

Me...Im losing it...I dont even know how to say the lastest...its just so unreal like its not really real to me yet...until I look at the kids. Their dad passed away this past Friday...thats putting it mildly...he took his life. He been sick for awhile and just gave up, sent me a  an overnight letter explaining what he was going to do...and by the time I had police at his house it was too late. Im just dealing with an awful lot right now...just overload, between trying to comfort the kids,watching out for Bill...Getting their father and handling all the stuff...Im just worn out. physically and mentally...but I keep going I got to. I have to make sure the kids are ok. One minute Im soo mad at their dad...its like why couldnt he even of waited till after Rachael graduated and finished HS after all she's been through but then I cry saying I know he was sick....its just not fair. I gotta go typing this is upsetting me again and I thought I was all cried out.

 

So very sorry you ar having to deal with so much right now. Was this your son you are
talking about? It is important to remember that he was sick & that is what took his life
was the illness. It will be a tough week & months ahead of them, but, I bet they will be
O.K. Please try & hang in there!!

Kimberly,

I have absolutely no words other than  I'm so, so, so sorry.  I know that you're just trying to put one foot in front of the other these days, but please take care of YOU.

Big Hugs,
Connie

o kim you've been through so much my heart goes out to you.