update

Husband is still stable in ICU...they wont operate..afraid it wil all be mush in there and nothing to suture without rippng it so if they do eventually operate it will be later when he has scar tissure or if it moves even closer to his heart...ummm he's in and out...right now Im waitng on a call from the doctor they took a CAT scan last night Im waiting on the results..Im praying no news is good news...did have a problem with his kidneys starting to shut down alittle yesterday but they got his BP tooo low and raised it a tad so his kidneys are doing fine now thank GOD..but they do want to keep it low so the tear doesnt spread or get bigger or cause added pressure on it...I just dont know...for now he is stable but looks sooo tired and worn out ...please keep prayers coming. As for me Im hanging in there...one minute fine the next not so good..but Im ok..thank you all.

Thank you for posting.   You are still on my prayer list.   No one expects you to be smiling and strong all the time.   In fact that would not even be healthy.   Go ahead and feel your feelings.   It is OK to feel afraid, helpless, angry, exhausted, discouraged, and whatever else you may be experiencing at the time.    His outcome does not depend on your show of strength right now.  

God is good and loves you both very much.   We may not see his work, or understand it, or even believe it, but that does not change the fact that he is working.   It is at times like this that we have to cling to those that surround us.   Draw strength wherever we can.   

Huggs to you from Arkansas!

Joy

Hey Kimberly
 You have my Thoughts & Prayers for you & husbanc at his time of need. So sorry you
are having to deal with so much, but, God will take you through it!! Try & get some rest yourself.
Gentle Hugs to you!!

Kim... my prayers are with you and your husband!