Does it ever end....

I am literally having the week from hell..mentally....I need to whine so if you dont feel like reading whining pass over this post. Ahhh were to begin....my son....had court date  old PO didnt show up but recommend jail time...for less then a joint of pot...violation of probation...and new one says let it go the boy is doing fine now...neither showed up was passed to an alternative and the state wanted to proceed...through a few tears we got the judge to postpone... next my brother just found out he has cancer in his bad leg..hopefully they can get it or more removal of the leg. I'm worried sick....three times the charm...daughters yearly IEP meting a school..idiots as usual...but they are sending a recommendation to DORS for her to get help for when she graduates...few more months PRAY she hangs in there! But she is now getting all depressed worrying about her future...its so hard and I try to ease her mind but my heart breaks ...she is just on overload with worry to the point she is getting migraines. Ive told her I will be here for her...we will get her into what ever she wants...but she worries...she says how can I pay my bills...how can I do a checkbook just simple things and its really bothering her and no words I say calms her. Oh man...I need a valium lol or along vacation....few more things I just need to dump so excuse me...my best friend is battling cancer and another friend 47 years old just died this week from unexpected heartattack....did I tll you life stinks this week? thank you for reading Im done venting....life goes on....

wow you discribed your week perfectly as a week from hell. somtimes do you wonder how things will ever get better?
go ahead and vent all of us and myself big tiime included sure done our share of that here.
as usual all of us will include you an dyour faimily in our prayers.

Thank you Pammi..I was just really feeling down yesterday when I wrote all that...but Ill get through it all..I got too...seems like Im everyones backbone....but thank you...and say alot of Prayers for all of us....we need them now more then ever. 

Hugs & Prayers for you & family for things to calm down. You deserve a break!!
Hope one comes your way & very soon.

Thank you Marilyn for your kind words....guess what to top off all this mess and make my week go out with a giant bang...Saturday I will officially now be closer to 50 then 40 arggggggg...LOL I got to find some humor somewhere..... Lets hope Aprils a better month before I end up in the looney bend myself.

sheesh I got to get motivated to do something........

Happy Birthday!! Hey I can relate being 55 now. Smile that always helps!!

Oh my gosh Kim!!! Good grief! When it rains it pours! for less than a joint huh...good gravy. Hopefully it will all work out. That's ridiculous that he recommended jail time for that. Ridiculous. Hang in there I'm sure it will all work out. You're poor daughter. Yes...just a few more months to go. I'm sure the school is not helping with stressing their worries on her. Spring break is comming for her right? Maybe that will give her a little time to rest her mind. (maybe not moms though). Not much we can do when they are determined to worry. Just keep doing what you're doing and assure her that you'll be there. Poor girl! I'm soooo sorry to hear about your brother and both of your friends! My gosh Kim!!! It's all too much at once. But doesn't that seem the way sometimes...it just all happens at once. I chant the phrase "This too shall pass..." in my head over and over when the bad times are here. Yeah, you DEFINITELY need a vacation soon! Pick out someplace nice and warm! Feel free to vent all you want. We're here for ya!  Big hugs to you!!! You need it!!! 

Oh, if only I could reach through this screen and wrap my arms around you for the biggest bear hug imaginable.  Breathe, Kim - breathe. Your kids are soooooo lucky to have you for a mom. And I bet they know it too. Hang in there, sweetheart - oh, I wish there was something I could do or so to make it better for you.  Live. Love. And breathe. Just breathe. You are in my thoughts, prayers, and dreams that this is Bottom for you and yours - which means there's only one way to go from here - and that's UP. Be well, Kim. Love you - Maureen

GOD BLESS YOU , RECIEVE A BIG HUG . YOU ARE NOT ALONE. THINK THAT GOD HAS YOU IN HIS ARMS. DIFICULT TIMES COMES , BUT HE KNOWS WHY. YOU ARE HERE FOR YOUR KIDS , THINK IF YOU WEREN'T HERE ? YOU ARE BLESSED AND YOUR FAMILY TOO. JUST THINK YOU ARE GOING THRU A SUNAMI Y IT WILL END SOON. I'M GOING THRU THE SAME WITH MY SON AND I KNOW HOW IT HURTS. I'M WITH YOU 100%.