wheres spring
i need spring i want spring i gotta have spring.
its been a long winter. i first got sick in october and i'm finally at the point where i dont carry my phone with me all around the house in case i get sick and feel the need to call 911. Now don't get me wrong I never got to the point where i had to but i didn't feel great and i live alone so of course when i'd not feel good right away the thought goes through my head that, in the words of that fancy tv personality...."it could be the big one"
i have a very active imagination.
went to the natureopathic doc today. i like her. we talked about where i was when i went to her a few months back and were i am now. wow there really is a big difference. i no longer have to go each month now i dont' see her again until May and will have blood work done 2 weeks berfore the visit to see how my levels are now that i've been doing the things she had me do. i'm curious to see where the vitiamin D is my self.
after my visit with her i stopped at walmart. god i love that place. i picked up a new window shade for my bedroom the old one fell off 2 weeks ago and i've not been able to chang emy clothes in there all this time! tonight i fixed it. ahhhhh finally.
while i was in walmart i picked up the tuna fish that i love. in colchester i feel like they are robbing me cause i paid $2.50 for a can of tuna! but you see i love this tuna! it is awesome in a gold can bumble bee white packed in water but its a realllly good bumble bee kinda like what it use to be before they took the dolphin out. BUt walmart has the same exact thing for $1.50!!!! still an outrageouse amount of money for a can of tuna. One can of tuna is two meals for me. I put it on a 1/2 of a wheat slice then put a slice of low fat cheese on it pop it in the micro for 15 seconds and BING its done. yummy. its fillinhg and good for me. so i bought 4 cans of that. I also got a big jar of peanut butter Jiffy. My favorote. cost me 3.50 in colchester the same jar is 5 bucks. i'm beginning to think i need to get my lists in order and shop in wlamart more often!
i visited the candy aisle.
I use to eat tons of candy 5 years ago. i could buy a big back of reenies favorites and eat the whole thing in an afternoon. then i'd have a couple of baby ruth or butterfinger big king size bars. is it any wonder i was heavy? i don'tn eat candy anymore. not at all.if i have a craving for sweets especially since the low blood thing i have an orange or a banana or a atkins bar.
i checked out makeup. picked up a new mascara.
just a bunch of ramblinjgs tonight. its bed time but i'm not totally tired yet.
i want spring to come soon. i need sunlight very badly. i feel cold in side i want the sun so much. i promise right now not to complain when it is 90 degrees and my house is an oven. I promise to get up and thank god for it being hot and sunny.
its been a long winter. i first got sick in october and i'm finally at the point where i dont carry my phone with me all around the house in case i get sick and feel the need to call 911. Now don't get me wrong I never got to the point where i had to but i didn't feel great and i live alone so of course when i'd not feel good right away the thought goes through my head that, in the words of that fancy tv personality...."it could be the big one"
i have a very active imagination.
went to the natureopathic doc today. i like her. we talked about where i was when i went to her a few months back and were i am now. wow there really is a big difference. i no longer have to go each month now i dont' see her again until May and will have blood work done 2 weeks berfore the visit to see how my levels are now that i've been doing the things she had me do. i'm curious to see where the vitiamin D is my self.
after my visit with her i stopped at walmart. god i love that place. i picked up a new window shade for my bedroom the old one fell off 2 weeks ago and i've not been able to chang emy clothes in there all this time! tonight i fixed it. ahhhhh finally.
while i was in walmart i picked up the tuna fish that i love. in colchester i feel like they are robbing me cause i paid $2.50 for a can of tuna! but you see i love this tuna! it is awesome in a gold can bumble bee white packed in water but its a realllly good bumble bee kinda like what it use to be before they took the dolphin out. BUt walmart has the same exact thing for $1.50!!!! still an outrageouse amount of money for a can of tuna. One can of tuna is two meals for me. I put it on a 1/2 of a wheat slice then put a slice of low fat cheese on it pop it in the micro for 15 seconds and BING its done. yummy. its fillinhg and good for me. so i bought 4 cans of that. I also got a big jar of peanut butter Jiffy. My favorote. cost me 3.50 in colchester the same jar is 5 bucks. i'm beginning to think i need to get my lists in order and shop in wlamart more often!
i visited the candy aisle.
I use to eat tons of candy 5 years ago. i could buy a big back of reenies favorites and eat the whole thing in an afternoon. then i'd have a couple of baby ruth or butterfinger big king size bars. is it any wonder i was heavy? i don'tn eat candy anymore. not at all.if i have a craving for sweets especially since the low blood thing i have an orange or a banana or a atkins bar.
i checked out makeup. picked up a new mascara.
just a bunch of ramblinjgs tonight. its bed time but i'm not totally tired yet.
i want spring to come soon. i need sunlight very badly. i feel cold in side i want the sun so much. i promise right now not to complain when it is 90 degrees and my house is an oven. I promise to get up and thank god for it being hot and sunny.
I love your ramblings... today is a No Candy Zone day for me - even though my personal cir****tances have me feeling terribly sad - and sad feelings always have me heading head long into a mountain of food that is bad, bad, bad for me - I'm just going to deal with those feelings today and not have candy. Period. End of story. Today. I put on my jeans this a.m. cuz it's casual Friday - and they are tight, tight, tight. But still the same jeans I've been wearing since I lost the weight. The same jeans. So instead of crying and feeling miserable about how tight they are, I'm going to be happy that they are still the same jeans I've been wearing, size 8, since I lost the surgery. My size 6 jeans will stay in my drawer for now, but these 8s are ok today. And I'm going to walk today, Miss Marilyn - 2 miles on my lunch hour, even though it's chilly - naw, even though it's downright cold and my teeth are chattering, I'm going to be happy that the sun is out and shining brightly in little ol' Connecticut. And I'll walk in the sunshine today on my lunch hour. Two miles. For Marilyn. And I continue praying for Liam Neeson and his two boys for the loss of their beautiful wife and mother, Natasha. Who just hit her head a tiny little bit and died from a tiny little bump to the head. They were so in love, still, after so many years of being married. So in love. Life is precious. I will try to remember that today. And not eat candy. Period. End of story. Have a great day, my beautiful Marcher friends. Reenie
I am about to put on my too tight jeans! isn't it nice to both have jeans that are too tight at the same time? makes us feel closer you know?
i had a pair of size 6 pants that i loved. i wore them for a week that was at my lowest. i was happy to hve had them and kept them in my closet well after they had gone from being too tight to not being able to button right on to canb't get them past the hips.
the 8s weren't long after that. but i was able to wear my size 10's for a few years before they got to be too tight.
they were a dream size that i'd never thought i'd ever be able to wear. now and then i find a pair of 10's that were made too big but they still slapped the label on them. boy oh boy do i snap those up quick!
now my size is a 14.
argggg
i jut got the shivers!
i loved the 10's the 12's ok i could take those but the 14's give me pain.
i've given up swearing that i won't ever wear another size whatever weather its a 10 or a 14 or god forbid higher! its almost like when i swear i won' tdo something thats when it happens.
so right here and NOW
I SWEAR that I will gain weight!
HA! take that brain!
reverse phycoligy!
I feel thinner already.
i had a pair of size 6 pants that i loved. i wore them for a week that was at my lowest. i was happy to hve had them and kept them in my closet well after they had gone from being too tight to not being able to button right on to canb't get them past the hips.
the 8s weren't long after that. but i was able to wear my size 10's for a few years before they got to be too tight.
they were a dream size that i'd never thought i'd ever be able to wear. now and then i find a pair of 10's that were made too big but they still slapped the label on them. boy oh boy do i snap those up quick!
now my size is a 14.
argggg
i jut got the shivers!
i loved the 10's the 12's ok i could take those but the 14's give me pain.
i've given up swearing that i won't ever wear another size whatever weather its a 10 or a 14 or god forbid higher! its almost like when i swear i won' tdo something thats when it happens.
so right here and NOW
I SWEAR that I will gain weight!
HA! take that brain!
reverse phycoligy!
I feel thinner already.
Hey Pammy
Just thought wanted toknow that yesterday we took a 20 degree drop from saturday being 90 to yesterday being 65 & 50mph winds along with that. So I guess summer is
delayed awhile, which is O.K by me as it was way too early for the 90's. Today is
suppose to be 70 so I guess we will be happy with that, too!!
Just thought wanted toknow that yesterday we took a 20 degree drop from saturday being 90 to yesterday being 65 & 50mph winds along with that. So I guess summer is
delayed awhile, which is O.K by me as it was way too early for the 90's. Today is
suppose to be 70 so I guess we will be happy with that, too!!
Marilyn C (Bearlady)
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