Hypoglycemic Episodes - MUST READ!
http://content.nejm.org/cgi/content/full/353/3/249
http://jcem.endojournals.org/cgi/content/abstract/92/12/4678
My problem with low blood sugar was somethinjg that I had before surgery but it wasn't as bad. I ate all the time so if I went without eating I'd have a minor issue. The bad issues that I get now have alot to do with me being stupid in august and abusing myself by not eating. what a dum bunny i am. it is also combined with my menopause and yes the gastric bypass put all three together and i upset my apple cart big time.
i'm feeling much much better but not totally myself. if i skip or am late with a meal i know it.
the things that happen are scarey to me. i keep food with me at all times.
truthfully i'm to the point where i find that i am afraid to leave the house for long periods of time. i go to work and do a good job. i have always carried my lunch box so i always have things with me. what scares me is after work at home alone,. i worry that somethinjg will happen to me and no one will find me.
silly isn' tit? this stuff never bothered me before and i've been alone for many years now.
as i feel better those feelings of terror aren't as strong. its right after an issue that i get anxious. ive got an appointment with kim daniels in january. ive never looked forward to an appoointment so much!
so for me it is getting markedly better. will it go away tottally? i do not think so it is here to stay. i need to be very viligent in how i care for myself.
why did i have my head in the sand thinking that i could do what i wanted that i woudln't be the one who would have problems? HA!
guess I got taught a good lesson huh?
happy holidays.
i've got decorations done, presents bought. have to do the wrapping but my heart is not in th eholidays im just not into it this year. maybe next year.
I agree that we must take care of ourselves. we need to not only educate ourselves but our doctors.
But I can not totally blame the surgery on me having this issue. I had low blood sugar before. Now I have it worse. The worse is not totally due to the surgery. The worse was brought on by me not eating and using laxatives daily.
Could I, would I, have had the problem brought on as strongly? *****ally knows. If it was already there and triggered by what I had done then my thoughts are hey i brought this on to myself.
Its kind of like when they started to do heart transplants. No one knew what could really happen but the choice to have it or not was made. The early ones were the ones who paved the way.
While I'm amazed at how long they have been doing some type of stomach reduction surgery they are always making changes to it to improve it. each improvement is going to have its own set of new issues.
No I do not want to lose my liver or pancreas. Yes I am doing what I am suppose to do to make things better and right.
I think what we will see in the future is a new set of doctors who specialize if patients who have had stomach reduction surgerys. they will be the ones that we will need to visit to get the information we need. Dr A is a great surgeon. He is not an edonocronologist, dietician, or shrink. Lets face it we need all of those and maybe some more!
We didn't get to be our previous sizes by not having some kind of issues mentally. I think that all goes along with before and after surgery just like eating right and excersizing.
The surgery is a done deal for me. Now its the moving positivly forward.
Would I still do the surgery? yes. I would. I would also still have Dr A for my surgeon. and if I needed more types of surgery I would go to him too. He's good as a surgeon.
I'm not keeping my head in the sand. No ostrich here but I can not dwell on the negative that could happen. That would jsut mean I would need even more mental health visits! LOL
Thank you for caring so much for all of us. we all appreciate the reseach that you do. It is a help. I try to read those but it is to technical for me the language I can not understand but I do go and google alittle bit more after trying to dispher them. I bet cha the doctors even have a hard time with them.
take care,
Hi Reenie,
Gee I'm sorry if I gave you the opinion that my issues were phsycological and not medical They are medical. I thought I had been clear as to how I had gotten ill. They have been brought on by a combination of the surgery, my menopause and what I had done to myself phsycally by not eating correctly and using laxatives. The laxatives issue was the part that I do blame on physicology. Head issues. My feeling of being fat.
Thats what I need the shrink for. I am not fat. I look in the mirror and see fat. when I weigh myself I do not see what the scale really says but I see 300 pounds. I am not 300 pounds! thats what I need the head doc for.
I do believe that I am proactive with my healthcare. If I do not understand what they are telling me I repeatedly ask questions not only of them but of others in the medical field. Until I understand.
Yes we both agree Dr A is a surgeon. Could be that the RN might have more info for us than he would especially if she is the one who is talking to all the other patients. Next year for my yearly phsical I will give the RN a chance. I dont want to decide until I meet and speak with the RN if I am going to like them or not or if the info they have is going to be what I need.
I hate waiting in a doctors office forever! do you know after I had seen him I was waiting at the desk for copies of my blood work and the receptionist at the desk was talking to one of the nurses there. They were discussing how he double books during the same hour! that did not make me happy. Its the same thing at all the other doctors that I've ever gone to. You get a good doctor then everyone else finds out about them so that the next thing you know they are double booking and not giving anyone the time that they deserve.
We have had major surgery that has made major changes in our lives. Some positive some negative.
I feel I did mega research before my surgery over the course of years before I decided which to have. I also met and talked with 3 doctors before I decided which doctor to use. I had good friends who before me had the surgery and did not choose their doctors. I chose the one that I liked and wanted. they might have thought I was wrong but it was my choce.
Seems like no matter who I talk with who have had the surgery at work, my friends in the town I live in and my customers along with the people on the boards no matter the type of surgery that they have had,there are always questions or issues.
One of the women I work with had the banding. Her band slipped and she almost died. They had to surgically repair everything she was out of work for 4 weeks.
When someone who is thinking of the surgery asks me what I think I tell them to do their research. I tell them what I have gone through, my thoughts and how I feel. I tell them they need to make their own decision but they need to base that decision after they talk to many different people, doctors, the works. they can not make the decision quickly. Theres no turning back with this.
Are you still happy that you had the surgery Reenie?
God bless, Pam
"If I had one wish for the entire WLS community, especially for people considering weight loss surgery, it would be that every single surgeon and associated caregiver would utter these words as their opening remarks: "YOU WILL FEEL HUNGER AGAIN. YOU WILL BE ABLE TO EAT REGULAR FOODS IN WHATEVER QUANTITIES YOU ASK OF YOUR POUCH. YOUR POUCH WILL STRETCH TO THE EXTENT YOU ASK IT OVER TIME. TO SUSTAIN YOUR WEIGHT LOSS WILL REQUIRE HURCULEAN EFFORTS ON YOUR PART. FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, YOU WILL BE REQUIRED TO COMMIT TO A DAILY REGIMEN OF VIGOROUS EXERCISE AND HEALTHY EATING CHOICES IN MODEST PORTIONS AT NO MORE THAN THREE MEALS A DAY. IF YOU CAN DO THIS, YOU MAY STAND A CHANCE TO KEEP MOST OF YOUR WEIGHT OFF FOR MANY YEARS TO COME. THE SURGERY IS A TOOL, IT IS A JUMP START TO HELP YOU LOSE THE WEIGHT. IT IS IN NO WAY A MAGIC WAND THAT WILL GUARANTEE THAT YOU WILL BE FOREVER NORMAL SIZED. THAT IS ENTIRELY UP TO YOU AND YOU WILL HAVE TO WORK AS HARD AS YOU HAVE AT ANYTHING YOU'VE EVER WANTED IN YOUR LIFE BEFORE TO ACHIEVE IT. GOOD LUCK." Look, you are 10 lbs. from your goal weight. That is an incredible accomplishment. Eat healthy foods that taste good. Stay away from crap food. Move your butt, hard, every day. Do these things and you'll be fine. Get out of your head and you'll get out of your own way - redirect this energy toward giving yourself away to other people or causes who need help. Make a difference in your community and in your world. This is the true secret to successful weight loss, staying healthy and fit. Sorry you're not hearing what you want to hear. But this is the truth. Let us know how you're doing, ok? Best, Maureen"
That was my post to the Revision board. Pam, I just don't want any of us, myself included, to waste a minute of our lives blaming ourselves for anything - ill health, weight regain, failed ANYTHING. There are many REASONS for much of what is happening. Not all, but much of it. When my beautiful horse, Laela, is behaving badly I always start from the physical in trying to figure out what's wrong - and I'm always right. She's never 'behaving badly' out of choice, there's always a (physical) reason. I need to accord myself that same respect. There are reasons I do what I do. I need to love myself that much to stop, listen to my body, and try to help it. Our surgeons need to do likewise for their patients. Maureen
One thing I will say Reenie is that the laxative use that I did was daily several times a day for a month. I was basically heading down anorexic drive. I caught myself but you have to admit that it DID do and WAS part of the key to pushing my already low blood sugar issues that i had BEFORE the surgery into mega bad lands.
I don't think of Dr A as being the bad guy who forced us into this surgery. I agree we need doctors who are aware of what is going to happen to us down the road. Yes we are guinea pigs just like the ones who had the surgery before us and who are now having revisions or the surgery you had to make the opening smaller.
More to come
have a great day.