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Marilyn C.
on 11/13/08 7:42 am - Bullhead City, AZ

Hi All
I'm still here & around these parts, but, you might not like this depressing
post; That just the week is going.
Well it's been a lousy week for me I pretty much hate life this week.
Still unemployed, Still no money,Back still hurts, feel very unloved
this week & still
fighting between 233 & 235 lbs. I guess that is the good news that with
the depression hitting big time at least I have not gained weight & am
still staying away form the junk food. I have tons of app's out there
& no one is calling. I know I am not alone with this problem right now,
but it still is very maddening. O.K. that's enough of my venting for
now. Will check in at a later date when in a better mood. I guess I can
blame it on that full moon we had last night. Just thought I would check in &
let you know I am still reading even though not posting much of late.
Ladybug Marilyn

KimberlyH
on 11/13/08 9:21 am

RNY on 03/10/04

Hangin there Marilyn...hopefully with the holiday season approaching stores busness will pick up and your phone will start ringing...be patient Im sure it will happen soon. Try not to get too down, I know it s seems like everything is falling apart but there is always light at the end of the tunnel and maybe this wait is going to lead to good things....just try to keep positive, and keep you health up the best you can. You know we are here for you whenever you want to just talk or unload....

On another note wasnt the sky nice last night with that full moon...I walked outside and it was all lit up....looked like a nice fall night.

"To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream, not only plan, but also believe" ----"Anatole France"

"Joyously grasp the ties that bind you, for they lead straight to the heart"---"Wm."

Kimberly...

Marilyn C.
on 11/13/08 9:26 am - Bullhead City, AZ

RNY on 03/15/04

Thanks Kimberly, I am trying, but not working too good this week.
Ladybug Marilyn

KimberlyH
on 11/13/08 10:17 am

RNY on 03/10/04

welp...look at it this way...its Thursday the week is almost over and maybe employers are looking at applications and planning on making there calls this coming week ...its a thought, and might be the case. Dont give up..your a good person and I believe good things happen to good people, sometimes it takes alittle longer but things will work out, perhaps for the better. And when you think about all this next year youll be saying "WOW" I did it...I made it...and I did it on my own. You'll be ok Marilyn...just try to keep positive even when it feels like nothings working out just keep going...it will get better. Lord knows Ive been there and thought about giving up many times but somehow things come around ...patience,strength, and determination...youll get through this. Be strong my friend, Ill say a positive prayer for you...

"To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream, not only plan, but also believe" ----"Anatole France"

"Joyously grasp the ties that bind you, for they lead straight to the heart"---"Wm."

Kimberly...

reenieb
on 11/13/08 10:37 pm

RNY on 03/08/04 with

Find the blessings in your days; they're there, but you have to really want to find them in dark days like these, and then you have to work real hard to find them. Have you thought about a different tactic for employment, perhaps working privately for someone as a caregiver or nanny or housekeeper, something like that? Just thinking aloud here - want things to turn around for you ... M.

Marilyn C.
on 11/13/08 11:17 pm - Bullhead City, AZ

RNY on 03/15/04

Thanks Reenie, Yea I have been thinking out of the box this time & applying for things
that I would not have tried before. There is so many looking for work right now that
retail may not be where I end up. I m also looking back int the accounting field &
office stuff. So it is just the waiting game at this point.
Ladybug Marilyn

mo21012
on 11/15/08 9:10 pm - Anne Arundel County, MD

RNY on 03/22/04

Hey Marilyn,

Hope you find something soon!

Hugs, Mo

Comparison is the thief of joy!

If we spend our time comparing our life/weight loss/body to others, we totally miss what WE have accomplished. Keep in mind how far you have come and what you can do now that you couldn't do weeks/months/years ago. I hate the expression " It's all good", but in this case it fits! Wherever you are in your journey ... It's ALL good!!!

redzz04
on 11/19/08 5:41 am

RNY on 03/03/04

Hi Marilyn,

Hang in there. Im praying you'll find something. Take care of yourself. Have a nice soak in the bath... do a little pampering to try and lift your spirits. I gained like 8 pounds since halloween and am disgusted with myself. managed to get off 2 but still sooo disgusted! hang int here!! ((hugs!))

"Never act until you have answered the question 'What happens if I do nothing?'" - Robert Brault
"Love is borne from soul to soul on the wings of words." - Rudolph Steiner
Elizabeth M

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