NO Gold stars!
Well, I guess that by now you all know I'm not eating right again. I feel like such a failure, again. This job has been rough this year, but we've only got 7 more school days. I thought I had it made!! Wrong!! I feel like I've been slapped in the face. I've been a school nutrition manager for 25 years. I was across the road from where I now for 19 years and when they built this new school I moved here 6 years ago. Yesterday the Director and her flunky came here and told me they wanted me to move to a middle school that has over 800 kids in it. I'm in a 3rd - 5 th grade school and we have over 600, but we have a new school and half of my kids will be gone next year. I told them I didn't want to do it and they wanted to know why , I said I only have 2 more years and I am going to retire, I don't want to go to a new school that will be totally different to what I have been doing for 25 years. I then told them I was not going and I asked if I was fired and they just shrugged their shoulders and left, so I don't know if I'll have a job next year . Then this morning I found out that they have been all over the county changing people. We all have cried till we can't cry and we are all so depressed. I'm eating everything that is not nailed down. I would do like Maureen and sleep all the time , but I can't sleep. I stayed awake all night and ate last night. Life sure is not fair!! Pray for me !! Love ya'll , Judy
I'm so sorry, Judy. You have to make your own decisions around this but please, please try to take care of yourself. The more you bury yourself in crap food, the less you are able to think through the problem toward a solution. Believe me, I know. And by the way, I'm not sleeping at all. I just want to - but can't, like you. Maureen