Thanks Ladies for the support!!

Thanks gals for your friendship & support during this big mess. I am better today, still frustrated, but will be O.K. Talked to Landlord & she is still willing to work with me. Talked to the Doctor & still don't know what caused the positive reading. Possibly hormone levels & also my thyroid is out of wack & has started me on drugs for that. My blood work did not really show anything accept that I am not Pregnant. (That is a good thing) I have known for sometime that the relationship with Billy was only one-sided & this has for sure proved it. So even if he comes around again, it has for sure changed things. We should have been able to talk like adults about this instead he decided to run & now I am really pissed. (As I should be.) He has known that it was a possibility & typical Man did not want to use anything. I am glad that this has turned out this way, as I probably would have had big problems had it stayed positvie. I am also back on anti-depressants zoloft. So that will help me start thinking about ME again, intead of his silly ASS. Sorry just had to say that. Love all of you & I will be O.K. & Not mad at any of you. Ladybug Marilyn

I am SO glad to hear that you have a game plan in place, and that you've come to your senses about this man. I'm even more happy that you are taking care of yourself and doing what you need to do to be healthy and happy. Take care and be well! Joanie

it's good to hear you sounding more positive-taking steps to take care of you! glad the landlord is working with you--have been thru the feelings of almost homelessness and it is so very very hard. one day at a time marilyn....you are gonna be fine!!!!!! hugs!

I no it was my responsibility as well & learned a lot from this. Billy is very self centered & was fully aware of that but, sure did not expect this one. Now I know for sure. So back to being Me & not living for Him. I was very stupid & am fully aware that my thinking changed my perspective on a lot of things. Time to take back what the Devil stole & start believing God to turn this around the right way!! He already has!!! Thanks Ladybug Marilyn

One thing I've known about you for the last few years, Marilyn, you have grit. You don't lay down and die in the face of adversity - I know I sure have a tendancy to do that so I admire you. Best of luck with all of this. I have to say one very important thing in response to your post, however. It is NOT the man's responsibility to ensure the woman does not get pregnant. It is OUR responsibility to take care of our own bodies. He may have chosen to not take precautions, but you chose to have sex with him knowing you were unprotrected from a possible pregnancy. As women, we simply cannot have it both ways. I sincerely hope you see this person for who he is and move on and wait for someone who will cherish you and celebrate you - we all deserve that. In the meantime, YOU cherish and celebrate you! There's so much life out there just waiting to be lived! Have a great day. Love, Maureen