One of Those Days!!!!
Hi There
Just a quick pop in to say it has been one of those days that
I have constantly been grazing all day.
Don't have a clue why, maybe the soon t be full moon. Not even hungry, just
eating. Maybe Frustration or just starting off the morning
with carbs & that triggered it. I am headed to work soon &
maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
Just had to vent for a few.
Ladybug Marilyn
I started my day by scarfing handfuls of M&M's until I was sick. My 'harmful' eating habits directly correlate to how I'm feeling, and I was (am) feeling incredibly sad today. The kind of sad that feels like all is hopeless in the world. But eating the crap doesn't do a thing to make me feel better or make the sadness go away. Just makes me feel worse. So my conclusion is, on some sub-conscious level, I do this to myself to hurt myself and to confirm the very strong feelings of worthlessness I've carried around with me since I was a very little girl. I just don't think this will ever end.
Ya NO Reenie I think that is what made us fat to begin with.
We still deal with our stress with food & I no Will probably still always do that. Do not have the money to talk to a
therapist. Lots of stress since moving back to AZ, different
stress than San Diego, but, still stress.
Now it's a MAN THING. I need to learn not to let Billy get
to me now that I am only 2 miles from him, instead of 360.
Thanks for your support
Ladybug Marilyn