Four Years
I was under the knife exactly four years ago at this moment. Was it Nic that said she views her surgery date as her Thanksgiving Day every year? I love that. While today my weight is up 16 pounds from where I want to be, I am chosing to focus on what's working for me, the miracles that I get to live every day. For me, that continues to be the miracle of movement. I started my day today with a 3 mile walk and it was so lovely to be able to get outside again! I heard birds singing to each other! It's raining and cold but there is no doubt that spring is a heartbeat away. As much as I've hated the winter this year, it allows me to be that much more appreciative of the spring, the warm air, the sunshine. Yesterday was glorious in CT and I took a personal day at work and spent most of it with my beautiful horse, Laela, at the barn where I am boarding her. For the first time, we worked in the outdoor arena and it was just such a blessing for me! To be moving on this incredible beast under a warm and brilliant sun, to be in harmony with her - to be at a weight that I can do this!!! It's a miracle. I don't know what's in store for me this next year; I certainly hope I can get a handle on why I'm gaining and whatever I can fix, I hope I fix it and turn this around. But for today, 4 years out, I'm moving...a lot. And that's good enough for me. Love you guys. Reenie
Howdy Pardner......and a big Happy Anniversary to you!!
I know that I've been AWOL and will try to do better in the future. I have posted a lengthy update, but I just wanted to make sure that you know that I'm thinking of you and how we first met dragging our fat post-op bodies and I-V trees around the fourth floor halls at Middlesex Hospital. I will always remember how you reached out and suggested that we stay in touch (I'm not sure that I would have had the guts to suggest it). I'm so glad that you did!! Now that I'm working days again (see my other post), I hope to make it to support group meetings again although my schedule is looking pretty hectic through the spring and summer. I'd love to see you again and maybe finally meet Pam too! Take care and be well, my friend.
Mike
You know, out of all the people on this board, Reenie, you have had the greatest metamorphosis. You really have taken this as a gift that I think most of us feel, but many of us forget. It's inspiring to see you still connecting and living this life to the fullest. I might just try to get on the wagon again and lose the 20 I've gained.