Calling MIA's
I'm here. I just got back from a trip to Branson, Missouri with my daughter. I love girl time! I'm ashamed to admit that I came back with 5 pairs of shoes!
But that's OK--my daughter went home with 8 pairs of shoes.... and a new Yorkie puppy! OK--I bought the puppy for her... But it was SO cute!
Joy
I was missing your postings , thinking where were all my friends from the March forum, we are doing things here and there. Working with my protein intakes, so I can be better. Going thru so much pains around my body, I don't know where I'm not in pain. Going so much aptts. Dr. Are sending me here and there runnings tests , I'm trying to get what have, I have pains, tireness and so depress. Thanks for coming in. God bless you all.
tho i wasn't called out by name i am here..i do check in tho i still hang on the oevr 50 forum...not posting there much either.
i started to school- to be a licensed massage therapist two weeks ago- tomorrow is my first final exam already! we have covered 5 chapters a day for two weeks- it is kicking my butt!!!!!!
i am working part time at super kmart as a cashier- i switched to the over nite shift and i love it-tho the sleep pattern is still not totally working out- i get between 28-32 hours a week now-i keep busy at the ov/n shift and the ppl are more laid back; less nasty customers; it's a pay check!
my hubby has had several "episodes" lately that are quite challenging- last nite's was almost over the top and i question how much longer i can put up with it. he is still seeing the chiro and massage therapist for his accident of 3/6/06 and we are attempting to get psychaitric care covered by workers comp- there seems to be some nerve damage in his right arm and we will probly have to fight for care of that. meantime i just cannot take anymore-the angers and the lashing out are just too much for me anymore- i don't want to leave him-however i cannot let myself get engulfed much deeper. i find that i get numb ---i know that it is not the real michael and it hurts watching him . i keep trying to convince myself that it is going to work out. sorry- i shouldn't be unloading this here.
our great dane died a few weeks ago-not sure if i mentioned it- and we got a new dog- a white terri poo- she is all energy and loves her mamma but she is a challenge as well- her housebreaking habits are still not totally up to par. right now she is asleep cradled in the small of my back in the desk chair so i cannot sit back! she has her head on the arm rest and is snoozing away!
we have completely taken our house off the market- and i need to get pictures hung again etc but i just don't have the drive to do it. and last nite i sat and pondered seperating our belongings and going our seperate ways. sad.
i'm working to make good food choices- most of the time i do-but i have noticed several times i am having sugar lows- and i am tired- i keep thinking that is due to the schedule change-school and work ov/nite. it has been years and years since i have studied and this is dry material- nerves,muscles, med terms..oh my! i never had a medical mind but i want to do this! i don't think i am getting enough water lately. my rings are getting loose again and i am seeing sculpting of my neck and legs taht i hadn't seen for years! i also am developing arthritis in my hands and it can be very painful.
there- i think i am uptodate!
um...the "i get 28-32 hours per week" is about hours wroked NOT hours sleeping!!!!!!!! geesh!!!!!
and i forgot to report that my macuar degenration is getting worse- it is starting to effect the right eye as well- and now i am wearing reading glasses to magnify when i read- as well as using my prescription glasses for driving etc-- i look good with two pairs of glasses on my head! can't really afford to get new scrip!
Wow Margo That's a lot to deal with. I can certainly relate to the sleep issues as My schedule is going to drastically change start Thursday. Hang in There & Don't foget about YOU
& your vitamins & taking care of YOU, too!!
Hang in There, O.K It will get better & Prayers for Michaels
Health to improve.
Ladybug Marilyn