EPIPHANY

Reenie, I'm sad and loney too. You heard that I broke my engagement? It was for the best. I know that but it still doens't stop me from feeling this incredible sadness of what could have been. Add to it that my first born is getting married in June. H'es moved far far away. Only an hour but it might as well be on the moon for the amount of time that I see him. Cut the apron strings? not yet! My precious daughter the middle child (28) just got engaged. She's happy! IN love! moving far away to planet pluto in the glaxay of New Hampshire. AND my youngest son. My baby! (26) is moving with them!!!!!! I will be a old woman all alone in the world with 2 cats and a 5 pound pomerian. my pets still love me. As long as I can use the can opener they are right there next to me. I can not discribe the sadness that I feel with the thought of all of these changes. When I got divorced it was like a big black hole opened up right at my feet and i kept falling and falling to the bottom of nothing. It took years to climb out of that hole but I did it. I know I"ll survive this. If the abusive ex cheating husband, bankruptcy, lose of everything didn't get me then these changes that everyone goes though of cutting those apron strings well I'll survive this too. I will sit with my big box of tissues by the ocean and have myself a good cry. We have got to get together. We'll just stay away from the food, we'll drink coffee and talk. email me at [email protected] and I'll send you my cell phone number. I too go to bed right after supper between 7pm & 8:30 depending on how sorry I am for myself. good luck reenie and god bless pammy

Reenie, Food is a wonderful servant, but a terrible master. I can't add any more insight to what others have said before me, but know that I love you and I'm sending prayers your way. Connie