And so it goes.... and goes.... and goes

Thanks for all the support. I can feel the love. I've got one more week (unless they get a cancellation) and then I should know what the heck is going on with my boobage. I promise to keep you abreast. Ha! One of my co-workers hung himself this weekend and that really has me shaken up. I guess you can't help but wonder what you missed and second guess yourself, thinking you should have spotted a sign or done something. Kathi's trial starts tomorrow. I'm on the witness list, but have no idea what that will involve. Needless to say, it's been a very emotional last few days. Oh, add to that The Man almost died this weekend from a reaction to medication and it's been like Mr. Toad's Wild Ride on the emotional front. During all the drama, I've installed a new bathroom light and got the hardwood floor down in the spare room. I'm putting halogen lights in the entertainment center and am almost done. I'm hoping to get the baseboards put in the spare room tonight and call it done. I'm in a mad scramble to get stuff done because Thursday morning it's more back crap and I can't lift anything over 10 pounds for three days after the epidural and that's going to cramp my style. I'm going to refinance for reconstructive surgery (assuming the boobage is alright) and trying to do some things to bring up the value of the house. OK, I'm outta here. Hugs, Connie

Connie, Wow! All my drama pales in comparison to yours. I don't know how you hold youself up some days, girl. You've definitely had your share of ups and downs these last few months. I hope you don't get called as a witness in Kathi's case. That would be hard for you to see her and to testify. So sorry to hear about your co-worker. I've had my bad times, but never close to physically doing something to myself. I can only imagine how low he must have been to hang himself. I feel bad for his family. The Man almost died? Again....wow!! I hope he's doing better and on the road to recovery. That must have been scary for both of you! I'm sure your boobage issue will be fine. You are in my thoughts, as always. We should all get together and have a big group hug. I feel the love on this board. Anyone heard from Deputy Dawg?? Hugs to you all. Hang in there, Connie. -W-

God Almighty, Connie........your post brings to mind the ancient Chinese curse: "May you live in interesting times" !!!!! Your life is getting entirely too interesting lately. How on earth do you deal with it?? I wish that I could make it all better, but please know that I'm thinking of you and praying for some good news. I'm also sending some "Cyber Hugs" your way. Hang in there, my friend. Mike

Connie, Connie, Wow, your life just keeps you upside down. I have it rough, but not as rough as your last few days. I am glad you are able to even talk about it. Hang In There! & sure hope all gets better for you soon. Prayers are with you on the boobie thing, just remember even if it is not, I just had a very good friend of mine who had wls 2 years ago go through kemo & radiation & after 1 year is all free & clear of the breast cancer she was carriing. So do as the Doc says & it will all work out for you. Marilyn, the Bearlady

Connie, I don't think I want to "walk a mile in your shoes" right now. You have entirely tooooo much stuff going on. (although I could use some time and energy to do some home improvement on my own house) If things really do come in threes you have had more than your share! Keep you chin up and keep us up todate on the boobie issue you know how we all worry. Keeping you in my prayers, Leslie

Kathi's trial was postponed for a week because the prosecution still doesn't have its act together. I thought the judge was going to lose his mind. The Man is better and now knows that he can't take an antihistimine with his high blood pressure and diabetes meds. Sucks to be him with his allergies right now. I'm just going forward with refinancing the house to pay for my reconstructive surgery because I'm just going to pretend there are no boobage issues until I know for sure otherwise. "La la la la la", she says with her eyes closed and her hands over her ears. Going to my happy place. Gotta run to Wally World right now to get a new vacuum cleaner. In a last great act of defiance, the old vaccum cleaner just set itself on fire to protest all the pet hair floating around here. Never had an appliance cremate itself in front of my very eyes before. Hugs, Connie