ot: i've really messed up.

thanks jen. i actually have a really good therapist that i've been seeing who also does marriage/family counseling. we had an appointment to see him today, but damien backed out on it at the last minute, so i ended up going alone. *sigh* i've got another appointment with him on thursday, and he's (right now) agreeable to going with me and giving it a try, so we'll see. i just really hope that we can get past this. thanks again, kym