My First Anniversary is coming...
Rebirth, Anniversary, what do I call the one thing that has changed my life more than anything in the whole world ever has? A miracle? A Blessing? Its all of that and more. I don't know what to call it but I know that I'm thrilled to have been able to be at this point in my life. Never in all of my 52 years did I ever think I'd be wearing a size 10. I dont care if I never lose another pound I'm right were I want to and have always wanted to be. I feel fantasticaly wonderfully 10 years younger. All those great changes and happiness that I read in everyone elses notes about the coming year mark is mine too. We are all related in our month. I went to see a comdian this past weekend who was so funny I just about wet my pants. She was a big woman who had everyone laughing. My face hurt so bad! At the end of her act she said that if she had one thing that she wanted to say to everyone it would be to be nice to fat people. She talked to my heart and I cried. People who know me knew why there were tears. I cheered her the loudest of anyone there I wanted to go up to her and tell her my story. Of course I didn't do that because people don't understand until they are ready that you can change your life. Yes I'm still the same person that I was before. I'm just in a different package now. I went for my year Doctors visit that was a kick to have someone in the medical profession to tell me that I needed to not lose anymore weight. That I needed to eat pasta! Time to maintain now. What a difference a year makes.