HOME AND HEARTSICK

Hello dear friends - I've missed you and our Board very much. Jim and I had a really wonderful time; we have rediscovered each other in so many wonderful ways. The day we returned home, just hours before our plane was to land at JFK, my beloved Sophie was struck by a car. The driver did not even stop. We don't know how long she stayed like that, on the side of the road, fully conscious but unable to move, unable to even thunk her tail when help arrived because her spine had snapped like a pretzel rod. Just hours before we were due home, the neighbor that was taking care of her for us sped her to an emergency animal clinic where the vet said she had to be euthanized; he said he could not believe she was still alive and conscious with her injuries. I believe she was waiting for me. I have not been able to stop crying, the hole in my soul is so huge. Sophie died on Jillian's 19th birthday - we are traveling to New Haven this morning to tell her in person, she will be inconsolable. The day Sophie died, my copy of WLSLifestyles Magazine arrived in the mail with my article about Sophie and our walks together in print. Alongside the article is a picture of my Sophie, looking into the camera as if to say, "Forget about this stuff, let's go for a walk!" I walked last night, our usual trek, without her. I sobbed and sobbed, and called out to her and asked her if she knew what she meant to me. How do I move on from this place of utter total loss? I hope all is well. Love you, Maureen

Oh (((( Reenie )))) I have no words to console you. Just heartfelt hugs and tears with you. Hugs, Mo

reenie...you just have to grieve her...it takes time...and doesn't always get better...... look at your article as the loving tribute that it is and be proud....... i am certain that your neighbor must feel horrible to have let you down in regard to caring for sophie. please give that neighbor a hug. i truly am sorry that she laid there in pain waiting for you- they are such faithful friends, such troopers....often i feel unworthy of the love from my pets. i had a cat 18.5 years. i held her as we euthanized her. i still miss her ...some days i ache for her. i am sorry...i know your loss.

Reenie, I cried with you as soon as I read this. My heart is heavy for you, Sophia, and all of our past animals and animal friends who have gone through this. These creatures aren't just pets they are family. Pammy

Reenie, I got no words. I just wish I was there to give you a big hug. Love ya huge, Connie

Reenie, I have no words, only the gift of tears for you and Sophie. Va

Maureen; Losing a beloved pet to age or sickness is horrible enough, but losing one in this manner is just devestating. I am so sorry to hear about your loss of Sophie. My heart goes out to you and your family. I share your pain, my friend. Mike

Oh Reenie! I am so sorry for your tragic loss. Even tho your Sophie is gone think of how many lives she will touch thru your article. She will live on in your hearts and your words. many hugs! Nic

Dear Reenie SOOO Sorry to hear this, I no I was busy, But I can't imagine what you must be feeling. Even though my dogs are still in AZ I would still grieve if anything happened to either one of them. Hang in There & Big hugs from me too!! Marilyn, the Bearlady