I'M ALONE
Sorry you are going to have to be alone. It wont be easy, but, You can do it. My friend who I work with wanted to be alone, and wouldnt allow anyone to be with her when she went. She did ok. The nurses actually were extra attentive to her she says. I know it would be nice to have DH there with you, mine is in Sweden, and wont be here either. Be strong and know that we here on the boards are thinking about you and praying for you as well!