Please Please stop!
I did NOT want all this hassle and bantering back and forth between us causing a disruption in our journey to have surgery and get well. I deeply apologize to anyone who is having surgery today or needs attention that is being overlooked by this banter.
I am touched by the e-mails and support I have gotten...I am a very emotional person and probably reacted too strongly to being rejected...that is a very hard thing to deal with to me. ANYWAY, I have a wonderful offer from Jessica Machado to be my new Angel and have accepted.
Now, let's just stop and get on with the more important things. Again I apologize to EVERYONE for this disruption. (although it take our minds off of the surgery a little!)
I want only the best for everyone.
Well one thing has happened, I will definately not be coming back. I now know I cannot come to a board where people accuse me of things that did not happen. And if you didnt want this to happen then you would not have brought it to the boards. You can have the this board, I will just stick with the other boards that I am a member of, and the main board. I have totally lost respect for the people who have hurt me this day and I really dont need this aggravation so close to my own surgery. Since I'm such a horrible rotten person anyway a bigot judemental and all I will just stick to myself. I have plenty of support with my family and friends in real life and I feel however wrong I may have been in my decision(which I think was handled very well) That on a support board that is supposed to be supportive that they way I was talked to was uncalled for.
Im really sorry that I wanted my angel to be able to pray for me and that was my whole reason for wanting that sort of angel, it had nothing to do with the Sally herself, but its obvious the way the wind blows on this board.
~Nicole
Nicole, you are welcome on this board, I did not read anyone's comments against you at all. It is unfortunate we were not a good "match" that's all and I apologize to you deeply for any stress you are having over this so close to your surgery date. I truly truly did not mean for this to get out of hand. I actually thought by just saying good-by that it would be done and over...I had no idea, but am pleased by the requests to stay. I agree I am too emotional, too quick to react when hurt and on the dramatic side.
Please accept my apologies and do not turn from any of the good people here who may be of support to you.
Nicole,
You know that people make mistakes. Please let bygones be bygones and stick around. There's a lot of folks out here who care deeply for you. This is about weight loss support.
It is not obvious the way the wind blows on this board. What I've seen here today is that there is no wind, just a desire for all of us to help one another. If there's a person or two who doesn't fit that, then that's their issue. You yourself said this got blown out of proportion and we all agreed. Please do not overreact now.
Best of luck in whatever you decide but I hope you stay just as I hope Sally stays.
Shalom,
Caboose
You know, the week before surgery is a wild emotional roller coaster ride. I wondered if I was losing my mind! I see from the emotions so easily flying here that I was not alone in that experience.
As your canary, I advise all of you second weekers to take it easy and try to stay busy. The time will pass. I found that once I made it to the weekend it actually moved faster.
Second weekers, your turn is coming! It will be a good thing for you.
Joy