OT: I apologize
I do not know what is wrong with me. I know I am being contentious. Even tonight I was being a smart-aleck and made some sour comments. I have asked Teresa C to remove all my posts from the board, if that is possible. I guess we all deal with our apprehension in our own ways. Mine is obviously to lash out and that is not acceptable. I will not be returning to the message board. I have some issues to deal with in my own life, as all of you do as well, and it is not fair for me to be disruptive and make things harder for everyone. I really have no excuse for my behaviour. All I can tell you is that I am going to seek help for it.
I really do wish the very best for you all. Please, don't bother with goodbyes or good lucks. I know you all have good hearts. I do as well, I'm just having trouble finding it under all this resentment and anger and hurt I'm carrying in the form of 100+ pounds.
To Joy Cook, I gave you nothing positive to work with and you still managed to be unbelievably kind to me. I am in awe.
Again, to everyone, I deeply apologize.
GW
I am praying for you Georgette
Prayer of Solace
May Christ support us all the day long,
till the shadows lengthen,
and the evening comes,
and the busy world is hushed,
and the fever of life is over
and our work is done.
Then in his mercy
may he give us a safe lodging,
and holy rest and peace at the last.
Love, Peace and Prayers
Betty
Georgette --
Whether you choose to believe it or not, I've been praying for you, and will continue to do so. I hope you find what you're looking for. If we CAN help, we're here (altho we'll be popping in and out now that our surgeries are beginning). Please come back to us if there's anything we can do for you.
Kimmer
Georgette, we all go through our times, whether it be towards this board, family members, friends, or complete strangers. I know my poor husband has been having to fight with me all the time and I know it is my fault. The point is, we are here, not to fix your problem but to maybe brighten your day. If you need to leave then do so but I hope you come back as soon as you get what you need resolved. If you can stay, that would be wonderful. I hope you can join in. You will be in my prayers. God Bless You!
Bethany