Having a Melt Down!!!!
Whitney,
OK Angel Girl!!...take a deep breath and focus.
You are DOING this for your family, so you will be there when Natalie goes out on her first date!!!
Don't listen that little gremlin sitting on your shoulder whispering in your ear all the things that can go wrong.
Keep listening to the roar of the Marchers Angelette, we will cheer you on!!
Happy thoughts,
Va
5 sunrises until my new life begins
Offishal Paper Monkey and Secretary Extraordinaire
Offishal Squirrel Wrangler (willing to share this title)
My Angels ==> Whitney Lori
My Angelettes ==> Whitney H & Lori A
Aw, Whit, Darlin'...
I can't add much more to what "they" all said.
I will remind you of one thing, tho: this entire process and experience has been in God's hands from the start. You prayed about it, you said "if it's in Your will, Lord", right? You gave it to Him, didn't you? Why are you being an "indian giver" and trying to snatch it BACK out of His hands?
He is a loving God, Whit. You know that. Why would he bring someone who walks in faith the way you do to the point you are going to be at, then just drop you and SMOOSH you? He loves your kidlets MORE than you do, if you can imagine that. He is a LOVING God Who is, as the Psalms say, going to give you the desires of your heart.
Don't take it back from Him. Talk to Him and ask for HIS calm right now. You'll feel it...it'll come like a wave of relief. I'm praying right now for it FOR you...(hope this is making sense: kinda hard to pray and type at the same time).
We're here for you, but He's there even more!! Go ahead...ask Him!
Kimmer
Loves Her Darlin' Whitney
Zero-minus-12 and 6 workdays!
You are absolutely correct, of course Kimmer, I feel better now. I just kinda went off course for a while today. Back to my old self now. It is in His Hands and He did not put any road blocks in my way so He must want me to do this or He would have done something to stop me along my way.
Thank you everyone for your support today during my crisis. I really needed it. This is what we are all about here in our little township. I love you guys and if I could see you right now, I would give each of you a hug of thanks for bringing me back to the ground.
to all!!!
Whitney
Angels: Baby Lori and Mommy Va
Angel to Lori and Va
Offishal Marcher Sunday School Teacher
OK - I can't say it any better than the rest of the folks here!! I'm sure you've thought about it long and hard to get you to this point, it's just now becoming so very real...It's like a 2x4 hitting you upside the head...I hear ya loud n clear...I AM doing this for my son and my grandchildren (yet to be born my son is only 19!!) I want to be here for them and my new husband and "I" am doing it for ME TOO...call it whatever blows your skirt..but I'm doing it to LIVE.....and I'll betcha, so are you...stay strong, stay positive and listen to all these professors on this board..they are AMAZING!!!! We're ALL in this together!! Jan D