WHY DID I DO IT??

UGH, I'm so damn stupid! I made the mistake AGAIN of reading the memorials...ugh, all the make up that I put on today is now all gone! At first, I started out just by reading randon names, and you know what, all the ones that I read first where my age, Some kind of sigh or something? Then I felt bad and felt that I had to read every one and say a prayer for each. I do feel ok right now, just wish that I didn't read em'. I am positive. "God brought me to it, he will bring me through it" Anyway, I had to get this off my chest... I feel ok. Kelley 28 days and a wake up!

Kisses and Hugs Kelley, I've done the same thing myself. Now, I just really try and stay away. I'll check 'em after I'm done and then give those angels an extra special prayer. Right now I have to stay in my comfort zone of thinking it only happens to people who have lots of other issues and my doctors are extra special careful - they check to be sure that you don't have deep vein thrombosis before the surgery to help elminate complications from that. Stay away from there until after!!! And God will be with you - you'll be in my prayers whitney

Thank you so very much Whitney. I appreciate your support so much. Kelley

Hey Kelley, Reality sometimes just comes up and sits down beside you doesn't it!? We just have to remember we are doing this so we will be around and healthy for our families. Good thoughts, {{{{{{Kelley}}}}}} Va 19 sunrises to the start of my new life

I just finished reading all of them. Man - is it a coincidence that there were so many 26 year old mothers out there that have passed. I am scared and worried, but have faith in God. Thank you for inviting me to this chat room. I appreciate it. michele

No problem. I'm glad you came. BTW, since you did come, WELCOME to the what we call "Marchers" You will enjoy it here. We are all here for one another. Just make yourself at home Michele, we will ALL be fine. We are going to make it through this surgery and come back here to share it with everyone. I look forward to hearing yours and everyone else's progress. Can't wait to hear when you get a date! Talk to you soon. Kelley 28 days and a wake up!

Hi Kelly!! I did the same thing about a month ago & cried and was upset for quite a few days. You are 100% right-God hasn't brought us this far to drop us on our buts!! Remaining positive is my daily vow!! Keep me in your prayers -March 1st...just 15 days and a wake-up!! Mary C