5 year anniversary

how is everyone doing?? Holding on? Struggling?? Let me know whatis happening in your life! 5 years ago I stood on the very threshold that many of you are standing on now.. The decision on whether to take a risk and change my life. What if I died? What if the surgery failed? What if I failed this last chance? Why do I want to do it? I wasn't living a life, I merely existed. I had a teenage daughter that I wanted to be there for. I wanted her to be proud of me and that had to start with me being proud of me. So I took that step, waged the risk. Now its been 5 years since I made that decision, 5 years since I decided that my life should have a higher value, That I should be enjoying my life, not just getting by from day to day.. Pushed thru by some dark force. The decision brought many changes over the years, some expected, some wanted, others difficult and only with the help of some very good friends did I get through them. Today: When a cancer victim hits the 5 year mark, they are said to be in remission from their disease. Obesity is different. Every day is a choice to stay focused and in control. I am happier, healthier, energized, hopeful, excited and -110 lighter, still. My daughter is proud of me, she may have been proud of me if I remained heavy, but I am proud of me, which makes it easier for me to allow others to be proud. I have done things that would have been impossible 5 years ago. While I am exhilarated by life these day; it is frightening when I think where I would be today if I had NOT made the decision that I did. I like me. The tale of the butterfly emerging is one of hope... but the story of where the butterfly goes once it sprouts its wings is the real story... I am happy to say, 5 years later, my wings are still holding me up... Not everyone makes it this far.. I hope you do.

Hi Stacie, Congratulations on your story. It makes me happy to hear that you are doing well. I am also over 5 years out. My surgery was in March 2002. I never want to go back to being that person. I just put my story on this site. I have been a registered member for 5 years, but never talked to anybody. So you are my first. My surgery road was long and tough and it took a lot for me to be where I am, but I am happier and healthier than I have ever been. I actually like looking in the mirror. In fact, I'm going to get my hubby to take some pictures of me this weekend so I can post a few. Well, I hope you read this and reply and we can chat some. Katey