well today was my last day at work.. at first I was doing fine, got my desk cleaned and everything wrote down that needs to get done while I am out of work.  By the time 2 rolled around I could not longer keep my mind on anything other than what I still had to get done.
Tonight I am just going to chill ou****ch biggest loser, spend some time with my family..
Tomorrow I will start my pre-op meds, clean house, get packed, and try to get everything ready..
Thursday morning is my life changing moment.

I have had a flood of emotions.. everything from over joyed to just scared to death.. I know that this is the right thing for me to do but it also scares me to death..How do you live as a smaller person? How are clothes suppose to fit? Will people treat me different? Will my husband look at me different? What will I look like? How will I feel? I have always been the biggest person in the group, so will my firends treat me different?

oh well enough trying to figure things out I am going to make my husband a special treat. So will update tomorrow. Good night all and Congrats to all who have surgery this month!!!

Way to go! You'll do amazing tomorrow!

 I have not been sleeping to good the last couple of nights.. my mind will not shut up...I have so much left to get done.. I am forgetting about things..like today is my consent day I go sign all my paperwork meet the hostipal staff and all pay all my deductables and what did I do.. I forgot to the cash out of the bank..I knew banks were closed today thats way I am off work.. but know I got so fixed on my making sure I had other stuff ready that I FORGOT!! they do not take checks so I am really hoping that they take debit cards!!

well 2 hour drive ahead of me time to get this family moving...

Super excited, nervous and scared but most of all, just looking forward to getting this done.

I still have so much to do at home.  I couldnt sleep well last night - woke up with a sore throat to top it all off.

I'm wondering if we can have sugar free cough drops?  my throat was super sore last time. 

 Good luck for all the up coming surgeries.