less than 48 hours till surgery time!!

well today was my last day at work.. at first I was doing fine, got my desk cleaned and everything wrote down that needs to get done while I am out of work.  By the time 2 rolled around I could not longer keep my mind on anything other than what I still had to get done.
Tonight I am just going to chill ou****ch biggest loser, spend some time with my family..
Tomorrow I will start my pre-op meds, clean house, get packed, and try to get everything ready..
Thursday morning is my life changing moment.

I have had a flood of emotions.. everything from over joyed to just scared to death.. I know that this is the right thing for me to do but it also scares me to death..How do you live as a smaller person? How are clothes suppose to fit? Will people treat me different? Will my husband look at me different? What will I look like? How will I feel? I have always been the biggest person in the group, so will my firends treat me different?

oh well enough trying to figure things out I am going to make my husband a special treat. So will update tomorrow. Good night all and Congrats to all who have surgery this month!!!

 Good luck!! Everything will go well!