3days to go

well i only have 3days to go and i feel nervous scared and excited all in one. i have faith in the lord, but you sometime cant but help to think is everything going to be OK? i took my blood work yesterday and every thing looks good and all. but it seem like my feeling are strong about this surgery. i know this is the best choice for me. i just cant help my feelings. i know this is normal. and i know i'm going to be OK.

well hope i didn't rant to much. everyone i wish we all the best on our surgeries,and the best on our recovery. well everyone take care

I say, rant on if it keeps you sane. 

I've been all over this site like a lunatic this week especially yesterday.  Wow just 3 days to go for you!  I've got 9 days to count down and it can't go by fast enough.  The waiting is making me crazy but I'm much better today than I was yesterday. 

I wish you the best and I'll be reading all of your rantings before and after the surgery.  Take care. 

Best of luck with everything Ericia.  Rant away!  I think all of us early February folks are raving lunatics at this point, but at least we have a place where people can feel our pain!

Please check back in to let us know how you're doing.

Lara

Awww, Erica, you're such a sweetheart and you've worked so hard to get here, you already know you're makng the best decision.  I can't imagine how you feel because even I get butterflies and I have every bit of 5-6 months to go, lol.  Just keep your head up and it will be over and you'll be in recovery before you know it!!

You're in my throughts and prayers, may you have inner peace that surpasses all understanding for these next 3 days and beyond.

Hi Erica, I feel the same way and will see you on the losers' bench the day after you. Take care and i will say a prayer and light a candle for you.  God bless.......Virginia

I hear ya!  I'm also on the 3rd so there's not much left to do but just wait out the last few days.  I'm nervous about the pain and a tiny bit nervous about not coming out of the surgery.  I keep telling myself it's all in God's hands.

I now its been a long time coming.Your trails and tribulations, have been tested.And god will be done on Feb 3 2009 is your time.Your new life is just around the bend.And I am so proud of you,I know a few years ago.You were not sure of this big step was right for you.Your a very smart young beautiful young black woman who is my hero.My baby ,My wonderful daughter who i adore.And won't change you for the world.You have brought me back.and has loved me when i didn't deserve it.My little girl has ground up.and I am so overwhelmed with love for you.I will be there for you.and be there when you go to surgery.and when you awake.I love you Erica.with all my heart.And you will be OK.When you was a baby.I thought i was going to lose you.And If i did.My life right now would be empty without you.So my love you go girl.Because your going to be so proud of a big step..That will change your life forever.I thank god i have you.mom

Just did a post myself. I am a bit nervous as well can't sleep a bit anxious and ready to get my journey going. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you all the best.

After you get out the hospital keep us all posted and I wish you well.
Cathy