I NEED A FORTUNE TELLER

Well I got a wake up call this morning!! I am usually the picture of positivity but, today I am very negative. I got a call that I can either resign or be released out of my contract at the end of the school year. I missed too much work. My doctor wanted me to be off for 4 weeks. I missed 19 days of work before the surgery due to my presurgical doctor appts, thyroid cancer treatment, and my premature baby (My baby is perfectly healthy now and I am benign). I am pretty upset. I am very mad because I go back to work on Monday; I would have loved the opportunity to send my resumes and look for another teaching job. Maybe this is a sign from God that I should start practicing law (I do have a degree but, I still have to take the bar). My job was 45 minutes away. I think they were looking for a reason!! They need my room for a new gifted program. I hope things fall into place. I am sorry to those of you that have sent me messages and I haven't replied today. I am so down on myself. I have never been let go. I am scared to look for a new job becuase people are so prejudice when it comes to 'fat' people. My husband is away in Iraq and is not here to console me. I just wish I knew what to do. Should I pursue finding another teaching job or look to get into law or should I let my husband resign and take a year off with my baby (but I'd rather him come home or use that money if he did for a house). SSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOO CONFUSED? CAN ANYONE TELL ME MY FORTUNE??? I know I always sign off with hugs and kisses but, I need them for myself today. Sorry Sandy

Sandy.... First, you need to take a deep breath. Second, you have to step back and take a real good look at your life....you are truly blessed that you are healed from the cancer. Also, your baby that was premature is now healthy. And also what a blessing that your husband is in Iraq serving for our country. I know right now it seems like everything is going wrong...what am I going to do? All you can do is pray about it. Plain and simple.....Let go of your situation and Let God do his thing. He is in control of every situation. Every dark cloud that may be over your head right now, there is sunshine right behind it. You have to be patient. And believe me I know it's very hard to be patient. If you do lose your job at the end of the year, there is definately something better out there. Right now it seems impossible... but that is not true. "All things are possible through Jesus Christ who strengthens me." He knows your heart....Just pray and let him guide you. Also, don't be so hard on yourself. You just had surgery......you already have a new chapter in your life. Enjoy it the best you can. If you ever need to talk email me. I am a good listener. You don't need anyone to tell your fortune when you have the Lord on your side. He already knows what job your going to get......seek him and you will see! I hope this makes you feel better. I am sending Hugs & kisses your way!!! XOXOXOXOXOXO May God Bless you always! Take care, Tamara