Today is my anniversary or surgaversary?
I can't believe it's already been a year. I am down 178 pounds and loving it. I had a wow moment the other day....I walked into a Walgreens and there was a cowboy at the counter paying for his things. He looked at me as I walked in and smiled and tipped his hat. (I can't tell hubby about that one) but it made me feel great...my heart lept a bit I have to admit. I am just not used to such attention.
I've struggled with the self talk lateley thinking I should have lost more...maybe cause I am going in for my year appointment today too. I have to keep reminding myself that I eat well, I exercise and I am living life more today than I have in my entire life. What more do I really need? Contentment within my heart is there, but the need to be accepted and loved is still something I deal with. What's weird is that I am accepted more now and I am loved...it's getting those ideas in my head and to quit worrying about them that is the hard thing to do.
In other news...went to the dentist a couple of weeks ago for a cleaning and have some bone loss. I don't know if it's because of this surgery or my own neglect in (not flossing) . I've taken my vitamins and stuff but this worries me a bit. So one thing you guys might do is make sure to get a dental check up cause we don't want to lose our teeth...they don't come back like the hair does.
Have a great day! I'm going to inspite of things!