A few new pics on my profile

I wanted to share some new pics with you all. There is an update for today and then 2 new pics underneath that. I needed to SEE some pics today to help me feel like I wasnt failing at this. I know I am being ridiculous, but I get into these panic attack modes and I feel like all this will end and I will ruin this like I have every other weight loss attempt. Anyway..........the pics make me feel better to see where I was and where I am today. So I wanted to share. Check me out!! I hope y'all are having a super day and things are going your way!!

Hey Michelle I saw your new pics. You look great & thin...what are you weighing now? I think that's the size I want to end up. I still have a ways to go though. Hey I know what you mean about the pictures...they really do help. I want to take pics all the time now, just to assure myself that I am losing weight. If I can see it then it'll settle me down for a bit . Thanks for sharing. Elisa

Thank you for your reply Elisa! I am weighing in at 184 and like I said I have been dancing around that number for a few weeks! It goes up one and down two and back again!! I am almost five foot nine and wearing a 10/12 right now. My doc wants my goal to be 150, but sheesh 34 more pounds off of me and I think I might be too thin then. I dont know, I will play it by ear I guess. I am ok with where Im at, but still scared that it will turn on me and I will gain again!! I think with me starting yoga and kick boxing a few times a week I will see toning, which is what I need the most right now. I am still amazed when I read that I think I might be "too thin"!! The fat girl wearing a 22 that still lives inside my head just is in shock over that one!! I gotta get that fat girl to go away at some point!!