Update on me..
Hi Leeanne,
I am sure God is going to grant you your wi**** will happen Honey. Just let go and let God. I find that it works miracles when I can let go of things. Thing is I am not a religious person at all but I know for a fact (my own experiences) that when you put all your faith in the fact that He will take care of you, He does.
I have used this method for years and it has gotten me through some very hard times.
One day, you and your husband will be blessed with the sweetness of a little one(s).
Joanne