Its Been Awhile!!!!

Hi My Amos Family, Its been awhile since I have posted. I have gone through major depression actually I have the two nervous breakdowns since surgery I am currently on disability. I am also suffering from bulemia. I refuse to eat out of fear the weight will come back. However I would not change the surgery for the world I would do it over again in a heartbeat. I have hit my goal for a total weight loss of 150 lbs in 10 months. I am actually 10 lbs below my goal weight but for those waiting and inquiring aabout surgery its well worth the results I could not be happier with my body and health. Thanks for listening I will send in new photos....God Bless Jeanne 278\127

Jeanne, I'm so sorry to hear that you have gone thru so much since surgery. It has to be difficult. I hope that you have a wonderful doctor who deals with eating disorders to help you work thru all of this. It is unfortunate that eating is the one habit that can not be stopped 100%. We need to eat to live. Fortunately I no longer "live to eat", but eat because it is necessary to maintain my good health. Wishing you the best. I hope you can overcome the bulemia totally. Mary

Jeanne, I'm sorry you've had so much to deal with since surgery, but hope that you are on a steady track for recovery. I can understand the fear of eating since sometimes I find myself cutting back too severly and have to make myself eat the things that I know I need to maintain adequate nutrition. Fortunately, I've never overeaten to the point of throwing up (I read your profile), but I understand that Bulemia can be quite addictive. I hope you've got good medical help. I trust 2005 will be a wonderful year full of blessings and good health! ((hugs)) Julie

sorry to hear about your major complications since surgery. If only our minds and bodies could be in sync. Good luck and keep in touch. Denise

Jeanne, I don't really know what to say, but my heart is with you as you struggle. I think we all do in some ways, they're just not all as visible. All I can say is I hope you are visiting with a good counselor. It's truly important to develop a good relationship with food. It is the rest of your life and it will be important in the long run for your health. We really are a good group here and hope to hear from you more often. Take Care, Linn