UPDATE ON DH

This was posted today on the main message board. I wanted to let you all know. Hello Everyone! I wanted to let you know that Dan came home today!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! He's Home! Can you tell I am happy???? He is still a bit weak and the doc said it could be like that for a month. he could also have a flare up again after he s off the meds. he still has 7 more days left to take them. One thing that I didn't tell anyone because I didn't know myself was that the doctors only gave him a 50/50 chance of living. I think it was less than that the second time though. Thank the good Lord for all he has given us. We have another chance to be together. Anyhow I wanted to let all of you know. I am on an emotional rollercoaster right now too. Besides all that we went through with this, I am dealing with my own issues. In 3 days it will be my mom's birthday. She would have been 68. For anyone who doesn't know about my mom, it is on my profile. And to top that off, the 27th of this month will be her one year anniversary of her passing. I just spent the last 45 minutes bawling. This is sooo hard to deal with. All those old feelings of pain are flooding back. I miss her so much. I need to say.. Mom, I am soo sorry if I ever hurt you or disappointed you. My only regret in life, and it is my only one is if I caused you pain. OMG if I could only take it back. I love you Mama. I just wanted to know you are in a better place. I need to KNOW it. You deserved so much better than what life drew for you. You were a great woman. I'm so sorry. I am so sorry I couldn't give you your last wi****ried so hard, I really did. They wouldn't let me Mama, they wouldn't. I'm so sorry. I will never forgive them for that. I love you Mom. With all my heart and soul. Your daughter, Joanne I can't see the screen very well because I am crying so I am going to go. Thank you all for listening to me and thank you for praying for Dan. My mom liked him. She didn't like anyone else I was with. I can't blame her for that. I had a bunch of losers until now. Joanne

I am so glad to hear about your husband coming home!!! I totally understand about missing your mom. I also lost my mom last year and the anniversary of her death just passed. I hope your doing ok and send my best wishes for a speedy recovery to your hubby! Keep your chin up.. Best Wishes, Jill

I sent you an email but it was bounced back saying user unknown. You might want to check into that. Joanne

Joanne, so glad to hear that Dan is home. I was so scared to read the earlier posts, not knowing what would come next. I cannot imagine what you must have gone through. Stay strong. Your mom knows. She just does. She looks down and sees you smile and it makes her smile. Enjoy your day, Denise