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Honey, everyhting happens for a reason. You will be on your way in no time. Take this time to prepare your self mentally. I was surprised with all the feelings that came over me the day of my surgery. It will be no club med vacation so just meditate on all the good of the surgery and you will be on your way to the world of "POST OP" in no time. Godd luck!