9 days and counting

well i got 9 days and im scared to death,,i want to eat everything in site,,,so bad that im having a birthday party for my dog sat,,so i can have cake and ice cream now thats bad and boy could i use a beer well if any one has had this done can you tell me if you do get sick alot and did anyone still smoke after.? thanks for listing bye will write later

My surgery is 2/6. I'm scared, nervous, and excited. I had my last big meal tonight. Tomorrow I'm going have a (small**** cream sundae. A few weeks ago I bought choco frosting in a can and thought I should by the cake mix and make a cake so no one would think I was strange for wanting to eat frosting from a can.....not everyone understands that! I made the cake w/frosting but only ate the frosting off the top...I can do without the cake. I had my last glass of wine last weekend at my friends birthday party...oh yeah and a piece of cake. AND a last month I had my last shot of Tequilla! I've had many "lasts" I'm sure, MAYBE, I might be able to have some of these things again....but I wanted to make sure I would WANT them for a long time so I ate and drank what I wanted. I wouldn't call it bingeing really, I don't think I ever went overboard...I just eat/drank what I wanted and feel satisfied. ALL OF IT WAS YUMMY! I feel I have it out of my system now...I feel satisifed. I haven't smoked in years...no desire for that anymore. You are not crazy. I think it's normal to have the feelings you are having. I say...Happy Birthday to your doggy and eat cake! Good luck you on your surgery! ~Carrie

THANK YOU SO MUCH,,YOU ALL MAKE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER AND KNOWING THAT IM NOT ALONE WITH MY FEELINS JUST HELPS SO MUCH,I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST,,AND I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH WITH YOU AND YOU WILL BE IN MY PRAYES FRIDAY,,GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS ,,,HERES WHAT I KEEP THINKING WHEN I THINK I CANI EAT THAT FOR AWHILSE AFTER THE SURGERY WELL IM SURE THEY WILL NOT STOP MAKING THAT IT WILL BE THERE WHEN I CAN TASTE IT AGAIN (GOD I HOPE)

Sounds normal to me. My surgery is on 2/9 and I have been having my "last supper" every day since I was given my surgery date. Even going to all the resturants I love, so in case I can't after surgery, I will have enjoyed that "last supper". Best wishes. Melanie