Reality !!
Reality clapped me in the face for the first time today.
I had to have an outpatient procedure done today, I had all my pre-op stuff done, they weighed me and sat me in this room for 1/2 hour. My nurse comes in and tells me that I exceed the weight limitations to have this surgery in the outpatient surgery center. Being overweight has never been so embarrassing or depressing. I came home and cried for hours.
The doctor told me that he would call me tomorrow so we can reschedule. I told him not to bother that I would wait another month or so and I would meet their 300lb. weight requirement. I was so happy when I stepped on the scale at first because I had actually lost 8 lbs in the last 2 weeks. And then blam reality slapped me right in the face.

