Tomorrow is the big day. So excited, nervous, anxious you name it. Hope all goes well.

For one, I think i'm having mini panic attacks. For two, I'm tense in the shoulder area, and my back hurts. All signs of stress. We will be ok, God says so.

I can't believe it, I am due at the hospital at 9:00 am tomorrow for my RNY .  I am packing and getting things settled at home.  We are expecting a pretty bad storm tonight into tomorrow, so I am worried about getting there.  The last storm we had it took 3 hrs to get to the hospital from here. My surgery is scheduled for 10:40.  I am wishing everyone else that is scheduled for tomorrow, Thursday and Friday Good Luck.  They are telling me that I will be discharged on Saturday Morning.

Anyway Please say a prayer for me.....

Cindy

highest weight 226/current weight 208/goal 115

It gets easier trust me.. the worst part for me is cooking meals for my husband.. and then he constantly snacks in front of me!! GOD thank you for willpower.. the poor guy trys to hide to eat, but I said its ok honey but deep down I want to yank the plate away and throw it in his face!! HEHEHEH.. ok.. we all will deal with this and make it thru and WE will be the last ones laughing!!!

All is good we are on our way to a new, healthy and happy 2009!!

good luck

Yoly

Hi honey... (big smile!) My surgery is tuesday and I have been on this liquid diet for a few days and today I was a total witch so my husband and pets have backed off so I realized I have been acting out cause I am scared and feel alone.. I decided to add a little vodka to my crystal lite and feel much better now.. not that I suggest it, but I am more relaxed and have realized that we are all scared and the closer the date gets the worse it is.. I for one, am planning to look at the future, yes we have kids and families and we are all scare of the "what ifs" but in the end we will look back at this time and say god all those nerves and panic attacks for nothing.. we are going to be fine and healthy and FINALLY happy!!

god bless..don't worry honey you have our prayers and support..

take care

Yoly