thanks guys! i will definitly let u all know how it goes tomorrow, today was my last day at work and saying goodbye to everyone really started to make it all real and im startin to get nervous!

I am so excited .... in just 11 days I will be in surgery and on my way to a healthier me!  I have not been scared or nervous this whole time .... UNTIL the scheduler said "january 26th we can do your surgery" ... I thought I was going to get sick, I have no appetite since then and my brain is going 23904873927 miles a minute!  I know everything will be okay, but with 3 kiddos at home, its hard not to think about them while I am in the hospital.  

Anyways ... I am so psyched and ready to do this!  

Maybe its that time of month and your just holding extra water weight?
I'm sure it is going to work out. 20 pounds is a lot to lose.

Let us know how it goes Fri.

Ill be thinking of you ....your my surgery buddy!!

I feel you girl!!
I am one day b4 you and i cant wait to get it over already.
I read and researched and looked up and got ready and have talked about it and have counted the days and I'm pretty worn out mentally too. I'M actually looking forward to laying in a hospital bed with a drain tube...then i know the wait will be over!!

I got you in my prayers and in my heart chic.

Hang in there just a few more days!!

(((HUGS)))

Hummm.....you make a very good point.

My surgeon takes things very serious and i think he just wants to take every precaution to make things safe for the both of us.  Poor guy...i told him today at me pre-opt appointment that he intimidates the hell out of me. He looked really shocked...kinda felt bad that i said it.  He is a very serious guy and i guess that's good in a surgeon...don't really want him walking into the room with a clown nose on and juggling..LOL

i didn't think 2 weeks was going to be so hard. Like i said..I'm not really that i am Hungary...but its a mental thing. I cant explain it.

Oh well

3 more days!!