Im a failure

Hummm.....you make a very good point.

My surgeon takes things very serious and i think he just wants to take every precaution to make things safe for the both of us.  Poor guy...i told him today at me pre-opt appointment that he intimidates the hell out of me. He looked really shocked...kinda felt bad that i said it.  He is a very serious guy and i guess that's good in a surgeon...don't really want him walking into the room with a clown nose on and juggling..LOL

i didn't think 2 weeks was going to be so hard. Like i said..I'm not really that i am Hungary...but its a mental thing. I cant explain it.

Oh well

3 more days!!