HERE I GO AGAIN!
WELL I JUST HAD THE RUG PULLED OUT FROM UNDERNEATH ME! THEY CANCELLED MY SURGERY FOR TOMORROW MORNING. THE GAS MAN DOESN'T LIKE THE STRESS TEST RESULTS. AND MY PCP HAD TOLD ME HE FELT IT WAS OK. BUT THE TWO OF THEM TALKED TODAY AND THE ANESTH DECIDED HE WASN'T HAPPY, SO IT LOOKS LIKE NO SURG FOR ME TOMORROW. I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL. ACTUALLY I DON'T THINK THERE IS A WORD FOR THE WAY I FEEL.