For the "NEWBIES" (hi everyone!!)
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If you are new to the board...PLEASE PLEASE START A NEW TOPIC so we can all say HI.
I was looking at past posts...and some of you newbies sneak in...LOL.
I hope that everyone is on the JAN SURGERY list...if you don't see your name....copy and paste the list and add your name OR start a new post and introduce yourself!!!
I have been M.I.A. for awhile...sorry kid-o's.
Been VERY overwhelmed, VERY anxious and VERY sad.
Not sure if it was the stress of the holidays, money worries or the upcoming liquid diet that has been weighing so heavily on me...or maybe a combo of all of it. The board got SO big overnight and i didn't feel like i could keep up with all the "newbies" LOL
Hubby and I had a little "bump" in our marriage...worked it out but are still working on healing some hurt feelings.
(i did the hurting this time...i hate it when its ME that messes up! )
Any-who..starting the liquid diet MONDAY the 5Th....(My daughters 13Th b-day!)
I was doing really really good with weight loss and then panic set in this week and I have eaten out of fear! (i guess...fear of "I'm never going to have this ever again" ) Soooo dumb. DUMB DUMB DUMB!!!!
Too much pressure... too much stress...too much of everything.
Been trying to lay low...but couldn't sleep tonight...so here I am!!
Really REALLY miss DEB and Emily!! Whats up my JAN 19Th buddies...my "HOME GIRLS!!"
LOVE U ALL
P.S.
Having that EGD thing done on Fri the 9Th. I got the night b4 off from work but boss doesn't think it necessary to give me the night of the 9Th off. I have EGD at like 7am and i don't go into wor****il 11pm...is that enough time to get the groggy/sleepy medicine out of me and be able to stay focused and handle lager amounts of $$ and bust my butt cleaning a huge gas station?? I work alone at night...what if i get sick or something??? GRRRRR.....just something else to be anxious about i guess.
I;m not handling things as well as it thought i would be....and to top it all off...i should have my rip-roaring PM**** sometime soon...just frecking wonderful...PMS AND a liquid diet...i think i better just lock myself in my room...it will be best for EVERYONE....LOL
SOMEONE HUG ME QUICKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!
If you are new to the board...PLEASE PLEASE START A NEW TOPIC so we can all say HI.
I was looking at past posts...and some of you newbies sneak in...LOL.
I hope that everyone is on the JAN SURGERY list...if you don't see your name....copy and paste the list and add your name OR start a new post and introduce yourself!!!
I have been M.I.A. for awhile...sorry kid-o's.
Been VERY overwhelmed, VERY anxious and VERY sad.
Not sure if it was the stress of the holidays, money worries or the upcoming liquid diet that has been weighing so heavily on me...or maybe a combo of all of it. The board got SO big overnight and i didn't feel like i could keep up with all the "newbies" LOL
Hubby and I had a little "bump" in our marriage...worked it out but are still working on healing some hurt feelings.
(i did the hurting this time...i hate it when its ME that messes up! )
Any-who..starting the liquid diet MONDAY the 5Th....(My daughters 13Th b-day!)
I was doing really really good with weight loss and then panic set in this week and I have eaten out of fear! (i guess...fear of "I'm never going to have this ever again" ) Soooo dumb. DUMB DUMB DUMB!!!!
Too much pressure... too much stress...too much of everything.
Been trying to lay low...but couldn't sleep tonight...so here I am!!
Really REALLY miss DEB and Emily!! Whats up my JAN 19Th buddies...my "HOME GIRLS!!"
LOVE U ALL
P.S.
Having that EGD thing done on Fri the 9Th. I got the night b4 off from work but boss doesn't think it necessary to give me the night of the 9Th off. I have EGD at like 7am and i don't go into wor****il 11pm...is that enough time to get the groggy/sleepy medicine out of me and be able to stay focused and handle lager amounts of $$ and bust my butt cleaning a huge gas station?? I work alone at night...what if i get sick or something??? GRRRRR.....just something else to be anxious about i guess.
I;m not handling things as well as it thought i would be....and to top it all off...i should have my rip-roaring PM**** sometime soon...just frecking wonderful...PMS AND a liquid diet...i think i better just lock myself in my room...it will be best for EVERYONE....LOL
SOMEONE HUG ME QUICKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!
~AMANDA~
Biggest 327+/ first appt 307/ surgery day 282/ current 202/ goal 157
Biggest 327+/ first appt 307/ surgery day 282/ current 202/ goal 157 
Oh, Amanda- {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} to you!!! I'm glad that you're back. This is a stressful time of year, and having the pre-op diet and surgery coming up, in addition to life's usual S**T , can be overwhelming. Just hang in there and take things one day at a time and one problem at a time.
Glad that you and Hubby worked things out. I know that things can sting for a while after a fight, but the important thing is that you two are able to work at resolving the problems. I'm sure that he understands what you're facing in the next few months.
Don't worry about the Jan Surgery list- it's been updated and everyone can be responsible for getting their name on the list. You don't need to worry yourself with that.
I have also been really STUPID with my eating this past week. I have been eating EVERYTHING as if I truly will never be able to have it again. It's getting to the point where I can't even think of anything that sounds good, because I've had so much!! Just do the best that you can with the liquid diet, and keep your mind set on the end result of all of this- A happy, healthy new you for the new year!!!
Glad that you and Hubby worked things out. I know that things can sting for a while after a fight, but the important thing is that you two are able to work at resolving the problems. I'm sure that he understands what you're facing in the next few months.
Don't worry about the Jan Surgery list- it's been updated and everyone can be responsible for getting their name on the list. You don't need to worry yourself with that.
I have also been really STUPID with my eating this past week. I have been eating EVERYTHING as if I truly will never be able to have it again. It's getting to the point where I can't even think of anything that sounds good, because I've had so much!! Just do the best that you can with the liquid diet, and keep your mind set on the end result of all of this- A happy, healthy new you for the new year!!!
LAURIE
Sorry everything sucks right now Amanda. I was wondering what happened to you. you know anytime you need to talk 
you can pm me or I can pm you my cell. Honestly I don't mind at all. That's what we are here for right? For support. Hope things get better. I'm waiting for Aunt Flo as we speak. It's seems she is a little late and I don;t know if it's from stress or what, but it's starting to make me nervous. Let me know if you need anything.Candie
Amanda, I am glad to see you post. I have missed you. Sorry that you have had all this stress. Take a deep breath and relax. It will all come together for you. On the egd. I was only groggy for a few hours afterward. You will do fine. I am saying prayers for you. Don't be a stranger. I know the list has grown a lot. I am going to stay on it even though my surgery date isn't going to be until Feb.
TTFN,
Emily
TTFN,
Emily
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