New OH look

Isn't OH's new look great. Very eye pleasing I think.
Hope you all are having a nic peaceful sleep. I am up. I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep so here I am playing on the puter.
Emily

I really like it also i am awake and can't get back to sleep. I am 45 days away from "the switch". It is finally starting to sink in that I really am going through with this.I am very grateful for this board. It is so much better when you know you are not alone.  I am determined to live the other half of my life healthy,thinner and no longer depressed.
Peace
Mz JoJo
45 days away from the "dark side"

That 45 days will go by faster than you know it. I am so excited for you. I am still waiting for a date. Hopefully it will be soon. I can totally relate about spending the rest of your life no longer depressed and being healthy. Keep us updated.
Emily

 I liked it better b4.

Where you been? Everything OK?  Haven't seen a post from you for a while.

Hugs,

Deb

Been VERY overwhelmed, VERY anxious and VERY sad.
Not sure if it was the stress of the holidays, money worries or the upcoming liquid diet that has been weighing so heavily on me...or maybe a combo of all of it. The board go SO big overnight and i didn't feel like i could keep up with all the "newbies" LOL

Hubby and I had a little "bump" in our marriage...worked it out but are still working on healing some hurt feelings. ( i did the hurting this time...i hate it when its ME that messes up! )

Any-who..starting the liquid diet MONDAY the 5Th....(My daughters 13Th b-day!)
I was doing really really good with weight loss and then really panic this week and have eaten out of fear i guess...fear of "I'm never going to have this ever again"
Soooo dumb. DUMB DUMB DUMB!!!!

Too much pressure... too much stress...too much of everything.

Been trying to lay low...but couldn't sleep tonight...so here I am!!

Really REALLY miss you and Emily...my "HOME GIRLS!!"

LOVE YA

Sound like you have a lot on your mind.  Don't beat yourself up too much.  I have been doing the same thing with food.  Really pigging out.  And the anxity about the two week diet is crushing me.  I can't  imagine if I had the list of things you have on my mind.

Food has always been my comfort, I don't know what two weeks without it will be like.  And I wont go back to smoking.  I've come too far on that one.  I know I'll ******vous wreck without the food I want.  I guess if I can get thru this I can get thru anything.

gotta go

Hugs,

Deb   

Sunday is my last day for "FOOD".
Nothing sounds good..but i want to eat something that i know i cant have after surgery.
Comfort food...now what am i going to do?? LOL 

WE CAN DO THIS!! (i think? lol)

I am begining to think we can.  Monday starts my liquid diet, too.  I went out and bought jello and popcycles today.  Broth and Crystyl-lite I already have.  Maybe it wont be so bad.  We just need to keep our eyes on the prize--a shrunken liver!   I hope my anxiety doesn't go haywire being denied my number one comfort mechinism--food.  I don't want to tun into a bicth over this.  We'll make it. Others have done it and we are as strong as they are.  You go, girl!

Hugs,

Deb

As of 15 Min's ago its now Monday!!  No more food!

Its almost a relief not to have to eat. I woke up Sunday morning in a panic and was really stressed out. I counted the hours down and ate some of my favorite things...nothing really sounded good. I took a nap in the late afternoon. I woke up and felt pretty good. By 10pm i was done eating and felt OK about that!!

I think I'm (we) are going to do OK.
It's only 2 weeks...LOL

Lets stay in touch!!