How is everyone doing
I am doing good and hope all you are too. Have you had any new news on your surgery or preop journey. I am patiently waiting for the phone call to get in to see the surgeon. I still have my psych eval to do and it is NOV 6th. I have been trying really hard to lose some weight, but I haven't been successful. I will keep trying though. Hope you all are having a great weekend.
Emily
Emily
I was suppose to of had my WLS today.....
I'm kinda glad i moved it to Jan.
I have more time to get ready...
I feel like maybe I should of "been getting ready" the last 9 months that i was waiting to get approved. I guess i was in denial? Maybe i thought i was not going to get approved?
My neighbor just had the gastric sleeve done a week ago. She is doing really good.
I am just so sick of being fat and i wish this would hurry up and be over with.
Grrrrrrrrrrrr!
I have lost a little weight since i went in and saw my surgeon. I have just been more aware of what i am eating and why i am eating it. LOL I do a lot of boredom eating and its mostly at night. I am going to be going back on to the night shift at work next week and that should take care of my cravings. LOL I am OK as long as I am busy.
It's going to rain today...and the way it looks outside is how i feel inside today.
The holidays are always hard for me...i miss my family in CA. and I always start having regrets about moving away this time of the year. This will be the first time I have had major surgery and my Mom wont be there.
I know everything happens for a reason....and I know this is all going to work out.
I NEED A HUG!!!
I'm sorry guys...i try and stay positive on here but i cant help it today.
I hope I'm not bringing anyone else down....LOL
I'll be strong for you tomorrow
I'm kinda glad i moved it to Jan.
I have more time to get ready...
I feel like maybe I should of "been getting ready" the last 9 months that i was waiting to get approved. I guess i was in denial? Maybe i thought i was not going to get approved?
My neighbor just had the gastric sleeve done a week ago. She is doing really good.
I am just so sick of being fat and i wish this would hurry up and be over with.
Grrrrrrrrrrrr!
I have lost a little weight since i went in and saw my surgeon. I have just been more aware of what i am eating and why i am eating it. LOL I do a lot of boredom eating and its mostly at night. I am going to be going back on to the night shift at work next week and that should take care of my cravings. LOL I am OK as long as I am busy.
It's going to rain today...and the way it looks outside is how i feel inside today.
The holidays are always hard for me...i miss my family in CA. and I always start having regrets about moving away this time of the year. This will be the first time I have had major surgery and my Mom wont be there.
I know everything happens for a reason....and I know this is all going to work out.
I NEED A HUG!!!
I'm sorry guys...i try and stay positive on here but i cant help it today.
I hope I'm not bringing anyone else down....LOL
I'll be strong for you tomorrow
((((((((((((((Big Hugs)))))))))))))))))
I am sorry you are feeling down. don't beat yourself up about not losing weight. You will be a loser soon enough. At least you are aware of what you are eating and why. That is a step in the right direction. Having surgery with out your mom will be frightening I am sure. I have never had a surgery with out my mom either and I don't want to. I would be scared. I am praying for you and sending happy thoughts your way. It'll all be okay.
Emily
I am sorry you are feeling down. don't beat yourself up about not losing weight. You will be a loser soon enough. At least you are aware of what you are eating and why. That is a step in the right direction. Having surgery with out your mom will be frightening I am sure. I have never had a surgery with out my mom either and I don't want to. I would be scared. I am praying for you and sending happy thoughts your way. It'll all be okay.
Emily