ten days and counting...

Ten days, that's all. It will be here seemingly tomorrow. I'm still having second thoughts, but know that I am going to go through with it. I am forcing myself to focus on the positive outcomes rather than the negative possibilities. My biggest fear which is common I suppose is dying during the operation or having serious complications afterwards. I am only 27 and in pretty good health considering my weight which is 330lbs. I know the doctors' involved wouldn't give me clearance if they thought I wouldn't do well. Just trying to convince myself further I guess. Anyone else scheduled for the 11th?

Hi there, Carrie! Good thoughts my friend....good toughts! I try to look at the positive outcomes, as well. But, yes, one of my fears is that 0.5% chance of death. Just think....if we do not do anything at this point, our health could be at greater risk due to possible medical issues and gaining more weight. My date is not until 1/17/08, but it is right around the corner. Be around positive and upbeat people and please make sure you have your support group around you.

Hi! The time is going to go so fast before our surgeries! (Mine's on the 9th). Like you, I have those second thought negative feelings, but the surgery and recovery will come and go and we'll be left with healthier bodies. I'm sure that most of us won't have a single regret!

I'm right there with all of you!!! Tuesday is only 4 days away ...and I have the same anxiety. The one thing that has stuck in my head this entire time is what my surgeon told me....he said, this is a pretty easy operation in the scheme of things....it's a piece of cake...I'm keeping that in my head this entire time. My big deal is not gaining any weight, trying to lose more, and waiting for the liquid diet, bowel prep starting Sunday, where I know I will not turn back!! See you all on the loser's bench ....gawd I love sayin that!! Kelly